Insta. Romance

58.

-Um hi! *runs away*

Taehyung exited out the group chat with a sigh. This is not how he expected the month to go.

"Hyung, you shouldn't be out here, it's gonna rain soon."

Taehyung looked at the sky with a frown. The usually blue sky was covered in gray and blacks, making his mood worse.

"Hyung, it wasn't your fault-"

And with that Taehyung turned around.

"-you do know that right?"

Taehyung sighed again.

"It sure doesn't feel like it though." Taehyung turned his head to give his baby a look.

Soobin sighed and joined his hyung on the bench. The two sat in silence except for the occasional rumble in the sky.

"Wanna talk about it?"

Taehyung was never one to talk about his feelings and those who really knew him would know that he was upset. He was part actor, for heavens sake, hiding his emotions with a mask came naturally to him.

"Well, you know how I got put in the hospital a few days ago right?"

When Soobin nodded, Taehyung told him the story. The story of how Jimin was always taking the burn of his kidnappings, or threatens. 

"Jimin does so much for me. And all I do is get him hurt."

Soobin sadly looked at his hyung.

"Have you ever thought about speaking to Jimin hyung about this?"

Taehyung nodded.

"Many times, but knowing him, he would tell me that I'm worrying for nothing. And then change the conversation to something fun."

Soobin didn't know what to say, he wasn't a therapist, he could only state his opinion on the matter, no matter how much his heart hurt knowing his hyung thought about himself in such a bad way, he had go keep calm and try not to cry.

"I think, you should talk to Jiminie hyung."

"I do-"

"No, you don't! You need to really talk to Min hyung. If he tries to change the subject call him out on it. State your worries hyung, let go of your feelings instead of hiding behind that mask you made. There is two sides of a story Tae hyungie, maybe the one you need to hear isn't your own but maybe Jiminie hyungs."

Taehyung blink in surprise not expecting his baby to snap at him like that.

"Soobinie.."

"It's just, I love you hyung, and hearing you talk about yourself like this really hurts.  It really hurts hyung."

Soobin's voice cracked at the end of his sentence and that was when Taehyung saw the tears pooling in the young singers eyes.

"Oh, Soobin."

Soobin let out a small whimper as he wiped away his tears.

"Sorry, I know we're supposed to be talking about you but I- but I-"

Soobin didn't get to finish his sentence cause Taehyung wrapped him up in a big hug. Soobin lip wobbled for a bit on Taehyungs shoulders before he gave up and let his emotions win.

"It's okay baby, I'm sorry. Hyung's sorry, its okay to cry."

So he did. And with little rubs on his back he let go.

He cried for his Taetae hyung.

He cried for his Jimin hyung.

And he cried for everyone who had to go through this torture machine called life.