[Y/N's POV:]
Everything's going wrong. Everyone hates me, and my only friends left me because I was "too pathetic" for them. I don't think they'll even care if I die. I walk to the bathroom and lock myself in the farthest stall from the door. "Why did it have to be me," I asked while looking up. I sat in there for a few minutes, thinking about what I should do. The bell rang and I had to get out, unfortunately. I was walking to my class when I was suddenly slammed against the locker. "Ow! Get off of me," I yelled while thrashing around. One voice said, "Not until you stop movin' around." So I did and I looked up. "Oh, it's the gays," I said while smirking. "Shut the fuck up!" Ram said. Kurt then added, "Who cares anymore, she deserves to get beaten up." They both punched and kicked at me. Since I had my hoodie on, they couldn't see my face bleeding and my black eye.
I still had to go to class, unfortunately. When I entered class, I walked to my seat and sat there for 20 minutes when I realized that I've been bleeding a lot. "Uh, may I go to the bathroom?" I asked. "You may, here's a hall pass." Ms. Fleming replied. I walked outside and closed the door. "Phew, I'm finally out of the classroom." Instead of going to the bathroom, I decided to skip class. I was already balls-deep in trouble, so this won't be that bad. I went outside and walked to the nearest park, where the Heathers were. They used to be my friends and I even had a crush on one of them, Heather McNamara. But she was straight as a ruler, and I was cursed to never have a successful relationship. I tried to stay out of their sight but they spotted me anyway. Well shit.
[McNamara's POV:]
"Oof! Do I have to carry all of these bags?" Veronica asked. "Well yes, it's your turn to carry all of the bags," I replied. We kept walking to my car when I spotted Y/N. Shit. I was head-over-heels for that girl. She could make me blush by just saying "Hi." But she's been becoming more distant. It's my fault, I bullied her because I didn't want to accept that I loved her. That I loved girls. No! Snap out of it Heather! "Heather? Heather!" someone yelled. "Huh? What?" I asked. I looked back to see Veronica and the rest of the Heathers snickering. "You like Y/N, don't you?" Duke asked. "I-I don't!" "This is too cute!" Duke said. "Why don't you ask her out, instead of bullying her to get her attention?" Veronica wondered. "First of all, it's because Heather (Chandler) wouldn't like me to hang out with a 'loser'. She probably hates me too. And she's probably straight." I said sadly. "Well, I didn't know you liked her. I just want you to be happy, believe it or not," Chandler explained. No one said anything for a while as we stood there awkwardly. "Okay, I'm too tired waiting. I'm just gonna tell her you like her." Veronica said. "Wait no-" "Too late!"
[Y/N's POV:]
Veronica is running to me. Veronica's running to me! Eh, who cares. I'm already living my worst life. "What do you want?" I asked. "Mac likes you Y/N. And since she's a scaredy-cat, I came here to ask you if you'd have a date with her." Veronica said, panting. "And why should I believe you? You guys bully me every day. This is just another prank right?" I said. "No, no this isn't. And I'm very sorry for leaving you." Veronica replied. That really ticked me off. The Heathers and Veronica left me so that they bang some stupid college kids. And they think a simple "sorry" is gonna make things fine. Tears started forming in my eyes. "WHY SHOULD I CARE!? YOU THINK THAT A SIMPLE SORRY IS GONNA FIX EVERYTHING!? YOU'VE GOT SOME NERVE THERE! GET AWAY FROM ME YOU TRAITOR!" I yelled in Veronica's face. "Look, I'm actually sorry. I didn't mean to." Veronica said looking at the ground. "FUCK YOU AND YOUR, YOUR BITCH BRIGADE!" I yelled once more. Tears mixed with blood were now streaming over my face. Veronica was now crying too. She ran back to the Heathers while I ran back to school. They wouldn't find me there because they were ditching school anyways and the school was pretty big.
[McNamara's POV:]
Veronica came running back with tears on her face. "What happened?" I asked. She's still mad at us, and it's all my fault." Veronica said while crying. This was too much, even for Y/N. I saw her running to school and I decided to give her a lecture. I said to the rest of the Heathers, "Bring the rest of the bags to the car and comfort Veronica, there's a bitch that needs to be set in her place." "Heather, I wouldn't blame her. I mean we have been treating her like shit for the past few years." Chandler reasoned. Maybe, but she still hurt her old friends. I was fuming. But I was still wondering if I should go there or not. I still loved her and I didn't want to butcher my chances with her. "I can go if you want instead." Duke offered. "No, I've gotta do it myself," I said. I just really wanted to find out if she liked me. And I could always give her a punishment or two (wink wonk).
[Y/N's POV:]
Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit! What am I gonna do? This is the worst. I was still mad at them and I couldn't think. I ran to a random bathroom and sat on the floor. I ran my hand through my hair. Why, why would they pretend that Mac liked me? Of course, she didn't. Then why would she act as she hated me? This was too much. Everything was too much. I was failing, I'm being bullied, and no one's there for me at the end of the day. I took my pocket knife from my pocket and looked at it. I was so scared to die, but now I finally have the courage to kill myself. Slitting my wrists is kind of messy so I went up to the roof, just in time to see Heather McNamara herself enter the building, screaming "NO!". I wanted her to see me jump off. I wanted her to see what happened because of what she did. I wanted to see her cry.
[McNamara's POV:]
I was walking to Westerburg when I saw Y/N on the top of the school. Wait, no. "NO! DON'T! PLEASE!" I ran to the top of the school and saw Y/N waiting for me. "What do you want?" Y/N asked me. "I want you," I replied. She was really beautiful in the sunshine. It's sad that I had to see her this way. "Really? Because if you do, I wouldn't care anyway. It doesn't matter." She said with a neutral face. "It does matter, YOU matter to me," I said tears building up in the back of my eyes. She took her place on the railing and I rushed to her side.
Different Endings (Third Person POV):
Bad Ending:
Y/N didn't believe her and never will. She looked down and sighed. These were the last moments of her life. "I'm sorry, but I don't believe you." "You don't have to, we can repair our relationship." McNamara reasoned. McNamara didn't want her to leave. The rest of the Heathers and Veronica watched this unfold from the car. All of them equally terrified. "Don't please. I love you Y/N, and I always will." McNamara could tell that nothing she said could make Y/N change her mind. McNamara accepted the fact that Y/N was gonna jump off. "Say 'hi' to God for me." "I will Heather, I will." With that, Y/N jumped off the ledge and fell to the ground. McNamara fell to her knees and cried. The other members of the Heathers ran to her and comforted her, all of them, no doubt, thinking it was all their fault.
Neutral Ending:
"Y/N! Please, don't! I love you!" "Then why, why all of this, huh?" "I just thought-" "Well then you thought wrong." Y/N thought that seeing McNamara cry as she did would make her feel better. But for some reason, she felt worse. She wanted to end her life, but Y/N also still wanted to be with McNamara. McNamara thought that all hope was lost and Y/N wouldn't change her mind. But she would still fight for her. Y/N got ready to jump off the ledge when she realized that she still loved Heather McNamara. But it was too late, she made up her mind. Y/N almost jumped off when McNamara grabbed her hand. "If you're gonna go, I'm gonna go with you." They both took their spots and jumped. "I love you, Heather." "I love you too Y/N." "See you in Hell." And they had their first and last kiss together.
Good Ending:
"Hi, Heather. Are you here to yell at me and give me even more reason to jump off." Y/N said with disgust. "No, no I'm not. I-I love you. And even if you hate me just know that I'll fight for you. And I'll love you with all my heart." McNamara said. "Mhm, I heard," Y/N rolled her eyes. "I respect your decision," McNamara said. Y/N stood there dumbfounded. This was the first time she was respected by someone. "I love you too Heather, but why?" Y/N asked. "I wanted your attention and, I guess I thought that bullying you was the only way," McNamara said with a sad smile. Y/N walked to McNamara and kissed her. It was a sweet, passionate kiss that lasted for a few seconds. "I'm so sorry," McNamara said to Y/N. "Shhhhh. I forgive you. I love you Heather, and I want to have a life with you." "I love you too." "So... Does that mean we're dating?" "Heh, I guess." The rest of the Heathers and Veronica were dumbfounded in Duke's Jeep.
A/N: So I decided to change it up a bit and instead of using Heather Chander, I used the yellow Heather. So all the Heather McNamara fans, here you go! I hope you like it. It was Heather Chandler at first but I decided to change it up a bit because I kept on writing about Chandler. Stay safe! ~ A potato
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