So close to nothing~

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Today we reached the edge

The edge of all our possible

of bearable

of understandable

The edge of pretty much everything that made us what we are


And we've come to the conclusion

That all the pain, all the fear, all the constriction

has a reason to be there

at least for me


I'll never stop fighting for you

even if that means bleeding to death

And also when you leave me and in the darkest of all our times

I will still think highly of you

because even if it was only a short period of time

you held me

you made me feel like I was enough


Don't cling  to our bad times

but to the good ones instead

we can make it

I love you~


I mean this- every word. Also in our messages before- as cheesy as it may sound- I meant every single word I said and even though I love you might only be your way to say: Hey, great that you are here right now to cheer me up and to support me- I wouldn't even blame you.  I can say that I would do pretty much everything for you because I never felt this way about anybody ever.

It's so strong

Don't be another person that I watch pass by- you are not supposed to be one of those people.

I'm afraid you leave because I'd fall

And I really don't know

if I could get up again. . .

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