Kpop imagines { DONE!}

|Zico| (Block b)

You stared at your flaws in your mirror. The imperfections haunted you and warm, quick tears fell from your eyes. You hated everything about you, but Ji Ho loved everything about you.

"Jinsoon-ah You in here?" The sound of his voice startled you and you rushed to wiped your tears with toilet paper.

"Yeah, hold on." You sniffed. The door opened and Ji Ho leaned against the door frame. You were caught red handed. You gave up and threw the paper into the trash. "I told you to hold on." You sighed.

"I heard you crying." He held your shoulders and looked you in the eye. "They're getting to you again?"

They as in your insecurities. "No." You lied and turned your head away. You tried pushing him off, but his strong structure wouldn't budge.

Suddenly his big hands traveled to your waist and he lifted you up, sitting you on the sink counter. "Ji H- Zico, don't." Removing his hands from your body, you had forgotten how Ji Ho felt about his name. He didn't like it, but you thought it was the cutest name ever.

"What, baby?" He pouted and placed his hands on either side of your thighs.

"I don't want you to feel how fa-"

"That word is not allowed here." Ji Ho gritted his teeth.

"I don't want you to feel how big I am, okay!?" You screamed and the tears started flowing from your eyes again. "I don't want you to look, feel, or smell me, alright?! I disgust myself. Why am I like this? Why can't I be beautiful?"

"Stop talking like that." His jaw tighten and he stared at you with fire in his eyes. He was angry.

"What?" You were unsure what he meant.

"I want to touch you. I want to feel your skin against mine, your soft lips against mine. I want to feel your warmth radiating from your body. I want to look at you. I want to look at your dazzling features, the ones that leave me breathless. I want to smell you, your scent, the perfume you spray on. I want you, everything about you drives me crazy and all I want is you." He swallowed and brushed the loose strands of hair from your face.

"You don't understand." You bit your lip. "Every girl wants you and I'm this ugly hag that's stopping them. I don't deserve you, you don't need me. No one does."

"Yes, I might not understand, but I'll try. I love you and you are definitely not an ugly hag. You're perfectly crafted and who wouldn't want a prize like you. And I do need you, I need you so much, it makes me weak when you aren't around. You're the light during my most darkest times. I don't deserve you."

Watching / listening Ji Ho sad made you feel guilty. You couldn't let yourself fall again, for the sake of him. You needed to be a tough cookie, his tough cookie. "Babe, I'm sorry. I lost myself for a bit. It's just so hard, whenever I look into the mirror, I hate it."

"Fine, then from now on mirrors are banned from this house." He kissed your forehead.

"But then how am I suppose to know I look good?" You asked.

"Oh Baby, you always look good." Ji Ho smiled and you giggled.

"Okay, okay. Thank you." You hugged him tightly and he pulled you closer.

"You're beautiful and I love every little bit of you. Don't cry anymore, jagi." He whispered softly into your ear.

"Okay, I promised. I love you too."