I started to swing at him in anger, and he held my hands again.
"LET ME TALK !" He said
"WTF COULD YOU SAY TO ME ?!" I yelled back.
"Kimani. I did what I had to do, you don't understand... that would be wrong for me to sit there and not retaliate. I'm sorry, that was my dad." He said.
I just walked away.
"Kimani" he said, as I started to cry hard.
"I'm sorry ma.."
"Nah nah. Stay over there now, I don't wanna see you, hear you or anything in my presence again."
He's right tho. He did do what he had to do, but... I'm not accepting this.
It's hurts way to much. The fact that I had to find out myself.
Not to mention me being 18, and I didn't know about this until now.
My birthday is coming up real soon, I guess I'll be celebrating alone. Or with Jayla..
He pulled me into a tight hug, as I pushed him off immediately.
He just shoved my head in his chest.
"No, leave me alone. I'm sorry I came to bother you. I'm leaving now" I said.
I walked off. Tf he thought was gonna happen.
I just went to Jayla's house.
Her family treats me like their own and I love that.