Oblivion // h.s

P A S T

I look to my left, and then my right.

I look up, and then I look down.

I stand up straight, and then
slouch.

Honestly, what better way is there to kill time? My brother and my mom have been calling and calling. All I want to do is sleep the drunken pain I consumed last night. Being a drunk is harder then you think, hangovers, taking pills and such. My phone rings again. I groan and shut my phone off completely. I lay in my bed and sleep. Because what could be worse. They know I'm fine its probably something about how the tree they plant grew an inch more.

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"Babe?" I call out.

"Baby?" I say after a few minutes.

I hear moans.. but not his moans. It's .. her moans.
I quietly walk to the back of the house.
I do that walk fast thing to my bedroom and slowly open the door dreading to see whats coming.

And there it was, there they were. She sat on top of him while her hand rested on our bed head. Well no longer ours, not after this shit. My heart dropped 6 feet under. My palms become shaky. My breathing fastens, how dare he? I still stand there with a huge lump in my throat. How the hell did this happen?

"I just wanted you to know, your lace red underwear is in the dryer." I hang my head in disgust. She looks at me and smirks... fucking whore, I knew those weren't my underwear.

Chase still lays in bed shocked that I came home. He doesn't even say a word. All you see is that bitch smirking. I walk out but I come back in and say my last word. I need to get the last word.

"You disgust me." I spit as I threw my ring at his face.
"You too whore." I yell walking out the door.
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