Oblivion // h.s

I N S O M N I A

I had taken the long route around the city; which had taken two hours. I just really wanted to see the city lights.

I walk into Harry's apartment, taking off my vans placing them by the door. I take my sweater off and throw it onto the couch. Then I walk to the bedroom but to only find him asleep.

I sit on the bed running my hand through my hair. This aching pain, knowing the guy you love tore you apart. I start to tear up because of the emotional pain all built up. I sit on the edge of the bed with my hands covering my face.

The boy that once was asleep wakes up. I almost didn't notice till I felt him sit up. "You're crying." He whispers as if someone else is in the room. "No I'm not." I choke up from not saying anything. "Stop lying." He rubs my back. "Why did he cheat on me Harry..?" I ask the burning question in my head. "I honestly don't know. I don't know why he would ever cheat on someone who is so precious." He rests his head on my shoulder.

"I love you Harold." I say wiping the tears away.

"I love you too, dork." He falls back asleep on my shoulder.

I slowly lay back holding his head to lay down as soft as possible. His arms wrap around my body as I lay my head next to his.

I open my eyes to see a beautiful boy who has grown so much. He looks so much more peaceful asleep. Why isn't he like this awake? I smile to myself knowing I have him in my life. That I'm his best friend.

I feel myself starting to feel something in my stomach. I almost feel nervous and tingly. But I push it down and just fall asleep. Even then I can't fall asleep.

Knowing he'd be haunting my mind with those taunting nightmares.