Oblivion // h.s

N U M B

I'm awoken by a loud thud from outside. "What the fuck?" I groan. I rub my eyes quickly before pushing the duvet off of me. I get up to go see what was going on.

As I walked out the door I stood in the hallway leading to the living room. Then it hits me, Harry was here. My eyes widen and I almost choked. Its the first time in weeks that I've seen him in the morning in my house. He was facing towards the opposite direction looking at the bottle of pills, that I had left on the table last night. I forgot that he was even here, my blood starts to pump. I begin to get nervous and anixous. He turns around and looks me.

Theres not even a slight of emotion behind those glossy green eyes. "Why am I here?" He tilts his slightly obviously confused. The awkwardness is so real.

"Liam brought you here because you were drunk." Is all I could manage to say. He nods and puts the bottle back down. Harry grabs his jacket and heads for the door. "Are you serious?" I say in disbelief.

He's just going to leave? And not talk to me about what happened? "What do you want Kiara?" Harry turns around. "Why do you do this to me?" I pause and close my eyes for a brief second. "Why do you constantly walk out on me? Or suddenly become angry and yell at me? Or drink once everything gets hard?" You can just hear the hurt in my voice, its annoying. I'm not suppose to be crying like this.

"Maybe..." He scratches the back of his head. "Maybe we should stop being "best friends"." Again with no emotion whatsoever.

Everything inside of me immediately shuts down. I start to feel a numb sensation throughout my arms and legs. My mouth to dry to even speak.

I stood there looking at him hoping this was all a dream. The brim of my eyes start to have tears drop from them.

I didn't even realize he left till I focused on my surrondings. This was the end of our friendship.

I lost him.