Oblivion // h.s

S A D

Sad sad oh sad.
You come to haunt me once again don't you.

Three weeks pass. And my love for Chase doesn't. But I hate him, so don't think for one second I'd run back to him. The man that I thought I knew... was not the man at all. Looks like God had another ending to that story.

Harry is another story. I don't even know how that question escalated so quickly. I'm so worried about him. Harry didn't even text me back the day after his outburst, he didn't answer my calls or answered his door a week after.

I just wish I could restart that moment. A part of me is glad that I found out why he's been so closed off. But another part of me just wishes I didn't say anything.

I wish he'd just stop acting so damn stubborn. Even when he was a child he'd always do that. But every time he did that I was scared he'd never come back. I have that fear right now.. From when he was a child to now, he's never told anyone whats really wrong with him. But he told me from time to time how he actually felt.

I wish he'd just call me or text me, or shit at least something. I miss having him over, it felt so long ago. It was only three weeks ago, not even a month went by yet. I just don't get how he got so mad..

-Ping-
My ringtone goes off, I rush off my bed to the living room. Please be Harry.

Its a Email from Lush, its just the junk mail shit. Wow.
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