Oblivion // h.s

R U N T O H E R

I walk up to the door and knock on it.
Niall opens the door and smiles. "Hey beauty, what are you doing here?" He gestures for me to come in. I smile at the thought of being a spect of beauty in his eyes. Still I blushed and was a bit embarrassed. "I needed Louis's help with something." I half smile walking to the stairs. I don't think Louis told any of the boys. So I keep it between us.

And it wasn't my place to tell anyone. So I just made up something. "Oh okay, he's up in his room. Somethings wrong with him though; Zayn and I noticed it earlier when he came home. Can you just talk to him about it?" He tells me before I take the first step. Thats so sweet. When boys notices something wrong with their friends and they want to make sure they're okay.

"Of course." My lips curve up. He waves at me as he walks into the kitchen. I jog up the stairs and walk into Louis's room. He was laying on the bed asleep. I would be so mad that he made me drive all the way here to find out he fell asleep. But I'm not, I just laugh quietly. "Fucking Louis." I say rolling my eyes.

"I'm not asleep asshole." He lifts the cover from his head. His eyes were so red from crying, his face didn't look like Louis. The kiddy, giddy, annoying Louis. I gasp quietly and was taken back. "Sorry I didn't mean to scare you." He sat up. "Its okay L, now tell me what happened." I say sitting next to him on the bed. I wipe some of the tears away on his face.

"I went to her house, because since she went on tour with Justin I just missed her so fucking much. Anyways, I knock on the door, and she answers it. Her eyes were so red, something was off. She told me we had to talk. I didn't think anything of it. She looked so empty but even in that moment I thought she was beautiful.

We sat down on the couch and I waited for her to talk. And she did, she told me how it wasn't meant to be anymore. That she was done. Holy fuck Kiara, I don't even want to live anymore. I was going to propose to her. I wanted to have kids with her. I wanted to grow old and have her body buried beside me. We've been together for six years now. Six fucking years with this girl and she tells me it wasn't meant to be anymore.

I wish more then anything I didn't feel pain. Because right now, I can physically feel my heart throbbing." He explains but then starts to cry uncontrollable. My heart just dropped, I grab him and hold him. I rub his back as his head rests on my arm.

"Louis. First of all, If you do anything stupid to yourself because of this girl I will fucking murder you," Narrowing my eyes but slowly they soften.

"Sometimes shit happens, someone loves you one minute and then the next they don't. And sadly it just had to happen to you. I know you are very depressed and angry. Life is going to throw shit at you, massive huge shits. And what you do is pick those shits up and throw it back at life. You can't let her decide how you are going to feel. Your in control of this, you make chocies. I know the choice of letting go is hard. Trust me I know. I'm so sorry L, talk to her. You at least deserve an explanantion. I'm so sorry kiddo, I wish this never happen to you so I wouldn't be giving you such shitty advice." I try my best to calm him down and give him the best advice I could.

His eyes soon just has tears slipping and just lays there. So emotionless and almost dead looking. He was listening to every word I was saying. But he was so content on just laying there.

"I don't want to do anything anymore. I don't want to eat, sleep, or even breathe." He rubs his face sitting up. My eyebrows furrow and I think of things to say.

"Run back to her, Get in your car right now. Drive to her house and bang on her door. Okay well not bang on it but like knock loud. And when she answers, you ask for explanation." I encourage him.

He looks up from his hands and looks at me like I'm crazy. "Grab your keys and get in your damn car now." I rush him out of bed. He does as I say but the whole time he looks so nervous.

"What if she-"

"Louis, stop. Do not doubt yourself. It'll just stop you from not thinking and just doing." I push him out of the room.

He just stands there confused on what to do next.

"Goo!!" I say after he just stands in the hallway.

He jumps a little and nods. He starts to jog to the end of the hallway but runs back to hug me. I hug him back smiling. "Okay wish me luck." He shrugs. I smile and walk with him down the stairs.

I go back to my car, "Good luck L." I gave him one more assuring hug. "Thanks Ara." He squeezes my arm. I smile and turn to walk to my car as he does the same. I just sit here and think of what I said to myself. We gave each other one last look and wave before he drove off.

Though I stay because I hear my phone start to ring. I grab to check the notification.

harold ugh- why'd you leave me :((

me- calm down, louis needed my help with something.

harold ugh- louis? as in my louis?

me- not just yours , but yeah son, why?

harold ugh- just wondering, calm fam

me- why'd the chicken cross the road?

harold ugh- i think i'll go back to sleep

me- HAROld

harold ugh- fine fuck, why

me- i don't know i don't  read chicken minds lmao

harold ugh- that was as horrible as the other jokes you tell me

me- i'm going back to my place a-hole

harold ugh- lmao ok im kidding kiki

me- oh yeah now you say that. only cause you want this junk in your trunk

harold ugh- shouldn't it be the other way around ??

me- stfu