Oblivion // h.s

K I A N

H A R O L D

I was a bit shocked at first. Hell, I think I'm still trying to comprehend whats going on. He starts to talk and interrupt my thoughts. "You were the one thing that made my baby sister happy. I don't know what happened between you too but something is up. And I know it was you." His eyes narrow and his breathing increased. I start to feel angry once again. I don't blame him for thinking its me. Half of it was on me, but she did tell me to leave her alone.

I stare at him while he's standing still at the doorway. "I didn't make her happy. Chase made her happy." The words fell from my mouth. I could feel acid trying its best to pry out of my mouth. But I will not give into this weakness anymore. "She is happier without me, Kian. Just let it go." I closed my eyes for a brief second. Walking away I leave the door open for him to walk in.

There was a couple minutes of silence, "Are you stupid?" Kian spoke. He was now in front of me as I stand in the living room.

"Because my sister is in love with you."

My eyes sprung open and my mouth goes dry. Kiara is far from loving me. I only cause destruction and hurt. Everything in my body still frozen, almost as if I were to move a bone would break.

"And you're being so damn selfish." Anger now clear in his voice.

"Me? Selfish?" I almost couldn't believe what he said. "Selfishness has nothing to do with this." I ball my fists. "You must be stupider then stupid." A dry laugh escapes his mouth.

"You and her so fucking stubborn. You both don't want to admit the feelings you have for each other. She has nightmares and cries and intake toxic substances because she believes no one loves her. By no one, I mean you. And you? You do the exact same as her, yet instead of feeling sad you're angry. Both of you need to grow the fuck up and communicate. Stop yelling at each other. And stop thinking that if you run away things get better. Thats how you're being selfish. Think about how shes crumbling and how much more crumbling she realizes you're actually gone."