Sweet Blasphemy (Andy Biersack)

Im A Disaster | Chapter 2

"Please come out with us. I'll stay by your side the whole night." Alex pleaded with me. He and the guys were all going out with Danny and his band. Stephanie was going out with some girls for a girls night.

"Alex..." "C'mon, we don't want to leave you. Come have fun, we know your not into all that girly shit. And would rather come with us."

I looked at him. He really wants me to go doesn't he? "I'll think about it." And he jumped up and cheered. He ran to Jack and told him I'll think about it. Zack came to my side and looked at me. "C'mon, I'll stay by your side. I promise."

Zack. I sighed. I guess I could. I knew Alex wouldn't be by my side the whole night, but Zack would. I sighed and gave him a small nod. He smiled at me and gave me a hug.

Were going out for the last day before warped. Tomorrow we all have to go and figure out our tour busses. I think I'm sharing with All Time Low? Any who. I haven't even seen what bands are going to be there. All I know is All Time Low, Asking Alexandria, Tonight Alive, Pierce The Veil, and Sleeping With Sirens.

It's going to be great. Even if it's all summer seeing Danny. "Juliet. C'mon. Let's get going." Alex shouted. I got up went to my room. Slipped on my little black dress with some makeup. I slipped on little flats and a leather jacket.

I checked myself out in my mirror and I looked hot. It only took me about 7 minutes. I applied lipstick and walked out. They boys were all ready and waiting by the door. I coughed and got their attention.

All their eyes widened. "Wow." Was all Rian said. Alex and jacks mouths were hanging. "Jess. You clean up well." Alex said. "What he meant was you look hot." Jack said. I chuckled at them. "Let's get going?" Rian said walking out and towards the car.

I walked out and Zack locked the door. I waited for him and he placed an arm around my waist. "You look good by the way." He said in my ear. I smiled at him.

We got to the bar and Danny and the others were here already. We all sat down beside them. I sat between Zack and a member from AA.

We each ordered drinks and people started talking. I looked around the table. Most people were in conversation. My eyes watched Danny for awhile. When we first arrived his eyes never left my body.

And now his eyes were watching me. While he took a drink from his beer. I smirked at him. I felt a hand on my back. I looked over at Zack. "I'll be right back." He said getting up and walking towards the bathroom.

The rest of ATL and some members from AA were on the dance floor so it was just me Danny and two other people. "So Jessica. You and Zack" he said with raised eyebrows. "There's nothing going on. He's just being nice. He's a friend." I said. He nodded.

I looked around the table again. And my eyes landed on his. I believe his name was Ben. His eyes were watching me and he had a smile on his face. I gave him a smile back.

"So. Danny. How lo have you and Stephanie been going out?" I asked downing a shot. "Um. Since grade 11" oh wow. "Well. We were on and off." Knew it. "But I don't know, she's.." "Not they type you thought you'd end up with." I finished his sentence. He nodded. Smiling at me. I groaned.

I got up "I'm going to get a drink." I said leaving the table and walking towards the bar. "Two shots of your strongest stuff." I said. "Your a tough little lady aren't you." I turned and saw Ben.

"Yeah, well." I said downing the two drinks. "You want to dance." He asked. I looked over at Danny who was watching us. I nodded. I know It looks bad. Using Ben to make Danny jealous but what am I going to do. And plus Ben does looks really good.

And he's been nice. Nice. Oh Zack. I stopped dancing and I looked around. "Uh, you okay?" Ben asked. "Yeah, I'm just looking for Zack. I don't want him worrying you know." He nodded and we looked around for Zack.

We found him back at the table sitting down with Danny. "Let's sit for awhile." He asked. I nodded and I sat beside Ben across from Danny and Zack. As we sat one of Bens hands went behind my back and rubbed circles. I moved closer to him and he placed a hand on my thigh.

"So. You went to collage." Danny asked. I nodded. "I was going to major in photography but I dropped out. Now I'm in a band and I'm an artist." He. Smiled "I was gonna ask were the rest of your band was." "Oh no. It's just me as a artist that's going to be on warped."

He nodded. I looked back at Ben. He had the most wonderful eyes. I kissed him slowly. He kissed back. It wasn't all fireworks and butterflies by it was nice. I heard a cough and I pulled away from Ben.

Zack had gotten up and was gone. Danny was still here but looking anywhere but us. "Can we talk." Danny asked standing up. I smiled at Ben and got up and followed Danny outside.

"Jess. Do you know what your doing?" He asked me. "Yeah, I'm enjoying myself." "Well. It looks like when you kissed Ben you hurt Zack...and me" "Zacks my...it hurt you?" I asked. I may have had allot to drink but I hold my alcohol well.

"Yeah. And i know I was a total asshole to you in high school. I'm sorry." He said. I walked up to him and slapped him across the face. He just looked down after I slapped him.

I walked closer and I wrapped my arms around him. "I don't know why I'm forgiving you." I said releasing him from my hug. "Cause you love me." He said grabbing my chin. He was pulling me closer and we were about to kiss when "But, Ben." I said opening my eyes.

"But, Ben has a girlfriend. Which is why I asked you if you knew what you were doing." "What about Stephanie." I asked pulling away a little bit. "She's not you." He said placing a kiss on my lips. I pulled away. "I can't do this." I whispered.

"Can't do what?" I looked at him. "I know it's in the past but, you don't have a damn clue how bad I was hurt by you in high school." "And I apologized." "It's more than that." I sighed.

"You know when I moved. I had to, cause I had attempted suicide that night I ran away from class. And here we are. I loved you soo damn much." I said. I heard movement behind me and I turned and saw Ben.

He looked hurt. "Ben I-" "save it." And he turned around. I looked back at Danny. As soon as I was looking at him his lips were on mine again. "Danny!" I said pushing him off. "Sorry. I just your here! I never thought I'd see you again."

I sighed. "Let's talk tomorrow okay? We still have to figure stuff out for warped." He smiled and I gave him my number and he gave me his.

We walked back inside and I found Zack. He was giving me the cold shoulder. "Zack? Hey" I said trying to get him to talk to me. "What? Just go back to Danny, I'm sure you won't break your heart again." I said getting up and going outside.

I stopped him. "That was uncalled for? What's your problem!?" I yelled. He stopped walking, turned around and grabbed my face and his lips were on mine. "That's my problem." He said pulling away.

A/N holy man. I don't know what this is. But damn.