Sweet Blasphemy (Andy Biersack)

We Were Once Perfect | Chapter 22

Andy

I had picked Juliet up and laid her on the couch. She wasn't breathing and I was panicking. I pulled out my phone and called 911. Her head was bleeding and I could see a bruise forming on the head and arms.

She looked so bony and sad. I kissed her head over and over. "You gonna be okay baby." I repeated over and over.

The door opened and three paramedics came in with a stretcher.

"Stand back sir." One said and I backed up and watched them pick up Juliet and put her on the thing and take her to the ambulance. "Are you family." I nodded and he led me to the back with Juliet.

The rushed around and had a defibrillator. "Okay. Three. Two. one" and they placed them on her chest.mi saw her body move up from the shock but she still wasn't breathing. "Okay, clear." And they tried it over and over again. With no luck.

I sat there feeling useless. My girlfriend. My love, could die. I had tears silently falling. After about 10 try's they looked at me. "Were sorry." I shook my head. "No, she's not dead." I repeated. "No! She's gonna be fine." I said again. We arrived at the hospital. "Well have an autopsy to see what had happened. But you'll have To go home."

A doctor said opening the doors up. "Can I just." He nodded. I was left with Juliet. "I love you baby." And I got out, the whole walk back to Juliet's tour bus I cried and cried. I had gotten home. And there was a message on the phone. "Hello this is Dr.Em. We have Juliet's results back. Turns out it's a tumour of the brain. And she also has one on the back. We don't know how she's gotten them but.

We advise no moving around, nothing that will strain her in anyway." I stopped the phone. "YOU COULDN'T HAVE CALLED SOONER!" I screamed at the phone. I picked it up and called Ashley. "Hey man how's tour?" "Juliet's dead." I said just letting the worlds come out like puke. "What?"

"She's died just an hour ago. She had two tumours and..." I stopped talking and let the sobs out.

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"So she had two tumours and the lack of eating and moving around and all the stress had made the tumours grow. And when she fell and hit her head it was an Instant death." The doctors spoke. I nodded slowly and looked at the body that was covered by a blanket.

Her funeral is in two days and I'm having it in L.A

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1 week later

I walked up to the tomb stone where Juliet was buried. It read. 'Jessica Juliet James Emerson Biersack loving daughter, friend, and love' I had my last name added cause I was going to ask her to marry me at the end of tour.

This was my first time coming here since the funeral. I had allot to say.

I placed a Rose down and sat In front of the stone.

"Baby. I know we've had it rough. I had cheated and left you. You had left me. We were happy. We were almost parents once, but now your up there. Taking care of our beautiful Alice." I said looking up at the sky.

I let tears fall. "I miss you, and I never got to say I love you. I really do, with all my god damn heart. You have my heart with you, and I don't know how I'm supposed to live without it, but especially without you. I know you'd want me to stay here, making my music and helping out all of the BVB family and that I'm never alone.

I truly believe that now. I know you'll be up there watching me. You and Alice. I just wish we got longer. We were just fine earlier that day, then it just happened, I miss you dragonfly. I'll always love you. And I know you'd want me to move on, but you better wait for me up there. I'll be there soon. Well when it's my time.

I'll be waiting to join you. My love." I let tears fall again. "Why did you have to leave? Why couldn't you have just cancelled the tour babe. I...I miss you. You don't know how hard it is not just leaving to be with you and our baby. But I know you wouldn't want that. Even if you were excited to see me." I let out a little chuckle.

I looked up at the sky and remembered how Juliet was. When we first met. How Ashley told me he met this amazing girl who lives next doer. How I saw her with her red and black hair standing beside Ashley. How it was her I was messaging about my crush on her.

How we first kissed that night in the rain. How I slept at her house every night, how I was a total jerk to her and caused her to attempt suicide. How I left her for y music and she left for collage. How we got tattoos together.

How I was in a car crash and forgot about her and cheated on her. How I regained my memory and informed the guys for weeks. Searching for Jessica everywhere, how in bumped into her at warped tour and we got back together, she looked nothing the same, her hair was short and blonde.

How she reconnected with old friends and everyone. Making new ones. Her sweet smile and laugh. "I'll never find anyone as special as you Juliet."

A/N it's done. Now the the story line is my favourite I think. How they made it through hell, suicide attempts, distance. This just might be my favourite one I've written. The first one and this one the sequel. Now the ending to this one was choppy and rushed. I was loosing my 'writing mojo' and lost ideas. But I think the ending is fine.

Now I don't think there will be a sequel. I also told you guys 'good things don't last with me' now all my ending end bad or with death ._. It's bull. But that's kind of what I'm going for with all my stories. Not everyone get happy endings.

I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHOS READ THE STORIES AND LOVED THEM. 1000 READS FOR THE FISRT BOOK!! YOU GUYS ROCK! Thank you all for the comments, it's always nice to open the app up and see I got some comments. :D also for reading, and adding them to your reading lists. YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING

-Lynn