Sweet Blasphemy (Andy Biersack)

American Girl | Chapter 18

I passed back and forth in the bedroom. I'm not moving into the ATL house anymore, since I'm pregos. I was pacing because Andy had been gone all day. He wasn't answering his phone. He didn't leave a note. And it's already 7pm, I even called the guys and they had no clue. They too haven't been home but they got girlfriends.

I went on Twitter agin for the 19th time this past hour, just to see if there was any pictures of him walking around, fans love to just take pictures whenever. But there was None.

I sighed and tossed my phone on the bed. I fell back and placed a hand on my stomach. "Your daddy's stressing mommy out." I said rubbing up and down. I looked over at the window then I sat up and walked to it. I pulled out my phone and called Alex. I rang twice then he picked up.

"Hey Juliet! How's life." I groaned. I hate that question. I could hear Alex laughing on the other end. "Sorry! I just like how much that question bugs you." I let out a fake laugh. "Anyway! I'm going face time you and the guys so call them over." I said then hanged up before he could reject the offer.

I facetimed him and I saw all four boys. Nope, five. Flyzicks with them. "HEYYY!" Jack screamed. I laughed at the others blocking their ears. "Anyway guys. I got something I wanted to tell you. And since we can't do it in person this is the second best way." They all nodded and waited for my words. "I'm pregnant."

Rian covered him mouth and squealed. "I knew it was gonna happen." Zack said high fiving Jack. I snickered. "How long are you?" Asked Alex. "Were checking everything out next week, but my guess is...three weeks?" They all nodded. "Where's Andy anyway?" I sighed. "I don't fucking know? He's been gone all god damn day and hasn't been answering his phone."

They all swallowed hard at my out burst. "Sorry. Anyway I gotta call Jenna. I'll see you all later. I miss you and love you guys!!" They all blew kisses and I hung up.

I didn't have to call Jenna. I had told her right after we saw the test a few days ago. I sighed and walked down stairs. Then my phone started ringing. It was Danny. "Hello?" I said putting the phone to my ear. "Were friends still right?" "Yeaaa? Why what's up." I heard him sigh. "Friends tell friends when something bad is happening right. Even if it'll hurt the other."

Oh no, this doesn't sound good. "Umm...yea...why?...what's going on." I said my anxiety rising. I could feel my palms getting sweaty. "Well...I was walking around and I was walking around this neighbourhood and I saw Andy...he's at Scouts....Jessica, he greeted her with a kiss."

I swallowed hard and let out a sob. "Jessica? I'm coming over." I stopped. "No! I'm fine. Jenna's here. I'll be okay." And I hung up. Why was Andy at Scouts. He's cheating on me ain't he. He kissed her! Were having a baby! I looked down at my belly. I am soo mad. I grabbed my purse and walked over to ATLs house. It's not far, but it's far for a pregnant woman.

I got here opened the door and marched up to my old room. I sat on my bed, pulled out my book from under the pillow and opened it to the page I kept my blade hidden. I walked over to the bathroom and sliced my arms up. I heard my phone ringing. I stomped over to it and saw it was Danny calling. I grabbed my phone and threw it at the mirror. I broke the mirror and cracked my screen.

I don't care. I'm so mad, it's like and adrenaline rush. I'm doing things on impulse. I looked down at my belly. "I don't need this." I whispered. I stood up. Called a cab and waited outside. It pulled up no longer than two minutes. "The the woman's clinic." I said and looked out the window, I wiped away some tears that had fallen.

When we arrived I paid the driver and stood outside the building. An abortion clinic to be exact. I let out a breath and walked inside. I walked up the the receptionist. "How may I help you?" I sighed. "Um..I want a abortion." She smiled. She handed me some paper work and I filled the out. "Come with me." I followed her.

She led me to a room where I think you get ultrasounds. "Where just gonna check to see how far along you are. If your too far we can't do it." I nodded and sat down and lifted my shirt up. She placed some gel on my belly and placed that thingy on it. "Well your about 3 weeks. You can get a abortion. And I'm guessing your sure about this and your appointment is for....well, we can do it today!" She said looking at a schedule.

I nodded. "I'd like it done right away." She smiled. "Well, you have an hour till it's your turn. Maybe even soon please wait in the waiting room." I nodded a walked out and waited for them to call my name.

It was about an hour then I heard them call my name. "Jessica James Emerson."

A/N damn Juliet's acting on impulse and is not thinking about what she's doing? I kinda think she's overreacting. I mean it might have looked like Andy kissed scout to Danny but we don't know. But do you think she should really get an abortion? Maybe she just wants to erase everything about Andy! Who knows. Who knows. But this story is coming to a close soon.