Sweet Blasphemy (Andy Biersack)

Why Is Recovery Taking Forever | Chapter 6

Andy. Fucking. Biersack.

I see him. Standing right on front of me. He looked so grown up. His hair was shorter. He had on eyeliner. Tight skinnies. Also a cut up misfit shirt. His blue eyes were mesmerizing.

His tall figure. I was at a loss for words. Not because it's a famous person or he's drop dead gorgeous. But cause he's here, and I didn't want to see him. "Juliet." His deep voice awaked my senses and I pulled my arm back and I slap him across the face.

I or anyone could here the sound I made on impact. He grabbed his face and looked back at me. I'm sure I looked crazy. I was crying. I gave him one last stare and I ran away.

Why? Why did he have to show up? I ran to the tour busses and I hid behind one. I sat down and pulled my legs up to my chest. I cried. I could hear hm calling my name. Along with Alex and the others.

I cried and my sobs got louder. I covered my mouth but I was found. Oh god, please, anyone else but Andy. I repeated in my head over and over. It was Ashley. I let out a breath. "Please don't tell him I'm here." I cried.

He sat beside me. "I won't." We sat in silence for a awhile. "Andy wants to talk to you tomorrow." He said looking up from his phone. "Sure." I said sarcastically. "He's also jealous, your talking to me and not letting him know anything."

I laughed a little "now that I believe." I let out another sigh. "Can you please tell me what happened." I said looking at him. He let out a sigh this time. "Well during the year you guys were talking still. He was saying a bunch of stuff like. It wasn't t going to work and that you were right. He eventually stopped talking to you and said after she's done school well get back to dating, he's kinda forgetten all about you."

"He was hooking up with some creepy girls. But he only dated one. Nessa. And that only lasted for a while. He was also. Well we were all so stressed we all almost broke up." I let out a little gasp. "It was fucking stressful." "So he might not even remember all of me?" He nodded. "He had a little accident. And it messed up some memory's so that didn't help."

I nodded. "Well, thanks anyway Ashley." I said giving him a hug then getting up. "His memory always like flashes. So he'll remember you and want to call you but couldn't cause he deleted your number when his Brain would make him forget all about you." Ashely said standing up.

I gave him a hug. "I'll text you later Ashely. It was awesome seeing you again." I said pulling him into another hug. "Will we ever be the same?" He asked. I dot. Know would we? "I hope so, I've missed you all so much, but I did try my best to forget you all as well."

"Hey, I got to go now. Andy got into a fight. Bye Jess." Ashley said kissing my forehead. Once again, I found curiosity getting the best of me and I followed Ashley. Ashely ran up to a group of three people. Zack, Danny, and Andy. Fuck.

He pulled all three people away and he saw me. Andy saw me. His eyes stayed on mine and Zack and Danny followed his eyes and theirs found me to. "Juliet. I-" I turned around and walked back to ATLs bus.

What the fuck.

I crawled into my bunk, but not after grabbing huge bottle of whatever kind of alcohol, I didn't change either. I sat in the corner of my bunk and I drank and drank. I heard people stumble into the bus. I peeked out of my curtain. It was just Jack and Alex.

They looked like they wanted to have sex right then and there. "Jacky, c'mon." Alex pleaded. Please guys not right now. I said silently. "Alex, your drunk. I, drunk, let's just sleep okie?" "Okay." I saw them boy crawl into the bunk and just past out.

Wow, lightweights. I think Rian was already asleep in his bunk? I sat back in the corner and pulled out my phone. Danny texted.

'Im sorry, but I had to kick his ass.'

'How did you even know it was Andy I dated?' I typed

'Zack let it slip out when we were parting that night.'

I sighed. I drank the rest of the bottle and hiccuped. I didn't even bother texting Danny back. I heard someone enter the bus. That has to be Zack. I peeked out and he saw me, he walked up to my bunk and I closed the curtain and backed away.

"Jess. He deserved it." He said sitting down on my bunk. "You didn't have to team the fuck up with my ex to beat up Andy." I said getting defensive. "He deserved it!" "You don't even know what happened okay? So don't act like you do. Andy did not deserve to be jumped by you or Danny."

I glared at him. "And Zack I thou-" his lips were on mine. I pushed him off. "What? Your not with anyone, you broke up with Ben." My eyes widened. "Zack, what the fuck. Why are you acting like this. This is not you." "Well I'm tired of being the shy guys who doesn't talk or some shit."

"Zack...I..I don't like you like that." I said backing away from him. "I know. And I know you still love Andy. Everyone has know. That since high school." He said looking down at his lap.

"Zack. Please don't do that again." "I won't." I nodded at him and he got out of my bunk.

Wow. I think maybe I got to switch busses.

A/N ohhhhh it was Andy. But dammmmn. Also if you guys want to follow me on Twitter/Instagram just search up linndsvy or on Tumblr wonderlands-misfit. Ask me some things on there. I'll be doing a QnA when I have enough questions and uploading it to my YouTube channel -> Wonderlands Misfit I'd put the links but it's not working soo.

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