It's been two weeks since I ran away from Andy. I've got dozens of calls from him. Daily, he even comes over here like twice a day begging for me to open the door or even reply. The closes thing I said to him was just a twitter update. All I said was 'I'm okay' just to reassure fans I'm okay but to let Andy know as well.
The only person I talked to these past two weeks was Jenna and only because I answered the phone on accident.
I hears those three knocks again and looked at the door. I was actually waiting for him. I got up and opened the door. Andy looked shocked that I actually opened it. Or because of how I looked. I haven't showered since the operation, yes I went through with the abortion. I also haven't changed out of my sweats and baggy sweater.
"I...uh..Juliet." I nodded and let him in. We sat on the couch. "So. What's. Why. What's going on. Why did you just leave and not tell me nothing. I've been worried sick. How are you. How's our baby." He said all at once. I blinked back the tears. "I know you've been with Scout." He sat back and closed his mouth. That's what I thought.
"Jessica." I sat up. "No, I get it. You still love her. You dated her while we were off living. I don't blame you." "But-" "Andy. It's fine. I left cause I want you to be happy. Don't worry about me. I'll be fine." I said letting the tears fall. I turned away and I felt Andy's hand on my back.
"I love you. I did kiss Scout and I feel terrible because of it. I never wanted to hurt you or our baby. I love you both. I had went over to Scout to get her off my back. It didn't quite go as planned." I cried harder. "Andy why can't you just leave. Hate me! Leave me!" I said pushing him away. He pulled my arms to my side and put his arms around me.
"Why would I ever do those things." He said placing a kiss to my temple. I felt so gross. I don't deserve his love. Let alone him. "I...aborted the baby." I said crying silently. I felt Andy's arm go weak and limp around me. I backed away. "You should hate me." I said moving away from his embrace. I looked at his eyes. You could see the joy, life, happiness, drain from them. To emotionless.
He sat there silently for a awhile. I had turned away and laid down looking away from him. It was ten minutes later that I felt Andy curl up next to me and wrap his arm around me. I looked back at him and saw he had tear stains on his cheek.
"I'm sorry." I said. He just pulled me closer and kissed my head. "It's okay." And we fell asleep cuddled up no the couch. But all I could think about as I fell asleep was Andy shouldn't be here, I don't deserve him.
A/N short chapter but eh. So Juliet got an abortion o.o did not on having it actually happening but when you act on impulse you really don't think things through guys. In other news. I might get to go to the Warped Tour Toronto date :D
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Sweet Blasphemy (Andy Biersack)
Fanfiction****Sequel to Goodbye Agony (Andy Biersack)**** After Juliet and Andy go there separate ways. Juliet to collage and Andy on a world tour. They won't see each other for four years. Long distance relationships work out sometimes but will this one?
