The Dreamers Exchange

Chapter 7: Creator of Everything

Jake sat in the shower. He still felt dirty. He talked with Ay, at his alter. After talking to multiple gods Jake was exhausted. He just wanted to enjoy his shower. That's all he wanted. He was so fuking done. He was so traumatized. He had a heard a few things down the grape vine over how the rape with Eridacas would change him. Finally after talking to a disrespectful version of some english accented god, who wasn't him for once one of his aspects spoke to him. "What your seeing is me. Not you." she was blonde, pail skinned, naked like himself and gorges. "Look I-, I need to give the Eridicus talk...." she was quite.

"Who are you? I'm sick of not knowing who I'm talking to." she sighed.

"Ishtar. I'm surprised you keep telling people you're not me. You are. Why do you keep denying it?"

"I thought it was a delusion" Jake moved his arms in a shrug.

"Given your history that makes sense." she said.

"So. Let's get one thing straight. Eridicus if that's really the name he gave you. I will put this fucker on your tumblr dashboard. I will tell you who he is. I don't care how obscure he is. I will get his name to you. He raped you because he desired you. Not because you're an aspect of his. That's a bonus" she said.

"Gross." Jake mumbled.

"I also really desire you. He has this effect he does to all his vessels. Where he makes them gorges and beautiful and he makes them... he makes people desire them. I'm not attracted to....fat people. No offense. Especially ones covered in acne with short hair." she said.

"Wow."

"No offense" she said. Jake sighed in response.

"None taken."

"So some things are gonna happen to you because of all this. It's okay that you're aroused. He's laughing. I'm aroused too it's fine. He has that affect on everyone. People are going to start lusting after you. Every person you meet. Every person" she stretched the last words. "Even....family" Jake was disgusted.

"I know. I know. And you're going to start having...really really violent sexual desires. You'll want to rape people"

"I would never do that"

"I know, I know you're to gentle. But because of how he is? You'll want to. Even if you never act on it." Jake didn't have words. He was repulsed.

"Also you'll start to desire underage girls. Like really. He likes Ross."

"That's gross. Ross is my friend and a child!" Jake snapped.

"He's a pervert what can I say." She stated.
"Also he's gona start making you think of sex all the time. Like all the time. I know this because I've seen him do it to other vessels. For a while sex is all you will be able to think about. And you will have to go seek it out. You'll need it. You'll have to have sex with people. You'll need to watch porn. You might even develop an addiction. I'm very sorry."

"But I'm asexual I-" Jake countered.

"About that. As his vessel since he's straight he will do his best to erase your sexuality. He will make you heterosexual. He will force you to be straight. He will make you sexaully attracted to women."

Jake had no words. His rapist would ruin his life. More than he already had and all because he was a god, who could do whatever he wanted with him. Seriously fuck Eros.

"You don't believe me?"

"Of course I don't"

"You don't have to believe me it's going to happen to you. I've seen it done before. I mean I'm a goddess of love. Why would I lie about this?"