To All The Tropes I Wanted To Write

XII

I had created a persona that I depended to in times of need
Being recently pulled into anonymity site
Where people could be themselves and be free from worries
Turn to, well, be themselves and be free from worries
And as I stepped into the platform of the internet
All pieces of who I am fades to dust
Replaced with a shiny faux of who I created
They were Kym
Kim was amazing
They weren't afraid to speak out their mind and call people on bullshit
Kym isn't afraid of attachments, ifs, buts, and opinions
Kym was comfortable with themselves and they made sure everyone knew that
And yes, Kym is a bitch
Kym would ring people up, make them feel special, make them feel loved only to leave them be whenever the connection starts to spark
Kym is afraid of commitments and maybe that's why they're not afraid of attachments
Because they knew that the moment people would start to fall, they'd be too scared to commit so they have to go away
Kym fucks people up and never felt guilty
Because the world fucked them up too so, hey, now we're even
If Kym could be compared to anything she'd be a candle
Once you lit them up, once I wake them up
They'd be a fire I wouldn't be able to control
They'd take and take and take what they want
And when the wax ran out and I'd return
I would feel better
Kym has this effect on people wherein they would just control people with a few words or so
And so I liked Kym
I liked them a lot that sometimes I wish that they were me
Because I cry over a pet death's on TV
Kym can shut someone up in a few seconds
I fall over and over again on the same suffocating thoughts over and over again
Kym would pick me up and bitch slap me and proceed to laugh at how pathetic I am
I am weak
Kym is not
And so I became Kym
I was so caught up on admiring Kym that I hadn't notice that I have become them
Now a scalpel or some scissors won't be enough to extract me from the skin I unconsciously crawled in
And maybe that would be for the best
Because I'd finally be the persona I wanted to be