My Sweetest Sin

My Sweetest Sin- chapter 1

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 I looked up at the beautiful pink sky. Taking a deep breath I stood up and silently climbed back through the window, careful not to make any noise. Ethan would kill me if he knew I was up here

. Just the thought of him made me smile. I stood there for a minute rubbing my baby bump. Only four more months until I finally got to hold this precious child in my arms. Ethan and I have been together for 3 years now; I was completely and utterly in love with him. He’s my soul mate.

I went into the bathroom that connected to my room and looked in the mirror. I am tall 5 foot 9 to be exact my long black hair had natural red highlights and matched perfectly my tan skin and reached the middle of my back . My eyes glowed in happiness they were bright green with blue around the rim. I smiled brightly as I heard the bedroom door close. I quickly tied my hair up in a messy bun as I opened the bathroom door to see Ethan sitting on our bed.

“Hey baby”, I said smiling. Then I realized he wasn't smiling, actually his eyes were glossy as if he were holding back tears and he wouldn't look me in the eyes. I walked over to him worried. “What’s wrong Ethan?" I asked concerned. Ethan never cried.

That was all it took and he suddenly burst into tears. "I'm so sorry Serenity. I love you so much ", he cried.” I never meant to hurt you".

“What do you mean Ethan?" I asked, not sure if I really wanted to hear what he was going to say. He just sat there in silence tears streaming down his face.

Ethan was around six foot tall with a muscular body, bright blonde hair and electric blue eyes which only looked amplified with the tears that were pouring from them. I hated seeing him like this.

“Ethan please, tells me what's going on. You’re scaring me" I pleaded with him unknowingly wrapping my arms around my stomach protectively.

He stood up and walked over to me and gently lifted my chin. As I looked into his eyes I saw pure brokenness and regret. He gently kissed my lips and put his hand on my stomach.

“You’re not my mate Ser." he whispered barely audible. “Nicole Iris is".

I couldn't speak; I just stood there staring at him. Hoping this was all a dream.

"WH- what do you mean Ethan. I love you.... “I whispered. He just silently shook his head. “We have been together for years!” I screamed. “I’m pregnant with your child!"

Without realizing it tears started streaming down my face. He was joking right he couldn't do this to me! I love him. I started to back away.

“I’m sorry Ser. I really am. You know I care about you... but I can't control this and you know it. I promise you that you and our child will never be alone, and someday you will find your mate too “he pleaded with me while reaching for my hand.

“No Ethan. You were my mate and now because of you, I will always be alone."

That was all it took in an instant I felt the prickly hairs on the back of my neck stand up and my bones started to shift. My wolf was taking control and I didn't even fight to hold her back. I jumped through the open window not caring that my clothes were ripped to shreds. I had no idea where I was running too, but I knew I couldn’t stay here.  

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ETHANS POINT OF VIEW.

I just stood there, unable to move. I hated myself; I just broke the heart of the mother of my child, my best friend, the girl that I have loved for three years. My wolf was torn, as was I. Part of us wanted to run after her, to tell her it was all going to be okay. That I love her. But the other part yearned for me to go to my mate, to hold her in my arms.

No, I couldn’t leave things with Serenity like this. It was dangerous out there, rouges hiding around the corner. I climbed out the window tracing her scent. I shifted just before I reached the ground and took off running as fast as I could in the direction she was running.

“Serenity, please just talk to me.” I tried to plead with her through our mind link. Silence. I tried to get through again but there was a block.

Suddenly I lost her scent. I screeched to a halt no longer knowing which way to turn.  I decided to retrace my steps.

Serenity’s POV

I watched the blurs pass as I gained speed. I needed to be away from here. I couldn't take it anymore. I was going to be alone. And it was all his fault.

“Serenity, please just talk to me” his voice echoed through our mind link causing more tears to pour from my eyes, and my wolf to start to whimper.

Instantly I put up my mind blocks not allowing him or anyone to find me. I began to cover my scent worried he was coming after me.

I ran for hours until I came to a clearing in the woods that held a beautiful waterfall that the moonlight so perfectly glistened off of. I walked to the water’s edge and took a long refreshing drink. I stood and stared into the water the reflected my black, white and grey wolf perfectly. My eyes were icy and cold.  

 Unsure how long I had been running I began to become worried. I had never seen this place before and that was not at all good. Had I crossed into another packs territory? I began to grow more and more wary by the second, when I heard a rustling in the trees to my left.

I got into my fighting stance and let a low growl erupt from my mouth. I had to protect my unborn child, after all he or she was all I have left now.

A pitch black wolf emerged slowly from the trees, I growled, that is until the scent hit me. It was one I knew way to well, like cedar and lemon.  I growled again realizing I had let my guard down once entering this fairy tale land.

“Leave me alone Ethan! Haven’t you hurt me enough?!” I screamed.

“Ser. Please just hear me out,” he pleaded “you know that was never my intention”

“I can’t even look at you! How could you say that when earlier today you ripped my heart out like I never meant anything to you?” I cried

“Ser…” He started

“Don’t”, I said coldly.  “I gave you  everything, you have been my best friend since kindergarten and all of a sudden out of nowhere I suddenly am not good enough anymore? That’s bullshit Ethan, you and I both know it. So just go, leave me here to be alone and be with Nicole.”

He whimpered hanging his head low and a million memories came flooding through my mind. I was almost too wrapped up in my thoughts to catch the branch behind me break. Instantly my body stiffened and that’s when the smell hit me like a ton of bricks, I was addicted. It smelled like fresh cut grass and rain. I had to find out who it belonged to.

A pure white wolf emerged from behind me, my mind was telling me to run but my wolf wouldn’t let me. She was pushing me to go closer to this mystery wolf and I had no idea why. Ethan stood protectively in front of me in battle mode; he was ready for a fight. And just seeing him so ready to defend me broke my heart a little more.

Unexpectedly the wolf shifted, and now stood before us completely naked.

“SHIFT” he ordered.

Being as we were in unfamiliar territory we did as we were told.

The mystery wolf locked his eyes on me and Ethan immediately stood in front of me blocking my naked body.

“Mine”, the stranger said letting a growl erupt towards Ethan, whom instantly bowed down.

I was in shock. Just seconds ago he was willing to die for me and now he’s just letting me and his unborn child exposed? I did the only thing I could think of. I shifted and I ran. Faster than I have ever run before.