Doing your homework, you heard a ding coming from your phone, thinking to yourself, 'homework can wait for later.' You instead flopped down on your bed and begin texting back to who had texted you, which was armin, which was quite a surprise.
yes? do you need anything armin?
can i talk to you.. you're the only one I know that would be up at this hour so. you don't have to say yes if you don't want to of course I was just asking.
Armin. No need to panic. Besides, you know my sleep schedule is shit anyways, so I don't mind. I'm all eyes. ^^
Well..
Take your time. I'm not pressuring you, okay?
I feel like I don't deserve any of you guys.. You're all so special and unique.. While I'm just.. Here?
Armin.. Hun, what makes you think all of that?
You won't laugh?
I won't. I'm not one to laugh at people.
Okay. It's just that all of you guys have so much special talents and qualities.. Mikasa is strong and really pretty.. Even though jean can be a jerk he has strength and the will to do anything.. Eren has so much determination to work as a doctor.. Sasha is good at hunting and her and Connie can make anyone laugh.. Annie is super strong and knows what to say and where to say it.. Ymir has such a great friendship with historia that she is obviously much more of a better friend then I could ever be.. Even though Levi is short, he has strength... hange is super smart.. Way smarter Then I could ever be.. Erwin has great leadership and knows what advice to give.. Historia.. even in the most stressful Situations she can make anyone smile.. no matter what.. Petra... She can get along with everyone.. Even Levi himself.. and Marco... I'm none of those..
Okay, listen here Armin. And listen (or look) closely.
Huh?
Just because they have those qualities doesn't mean you don't have them too.
..
You're probably one of the smartest people I know.
But hange.. Mikasa..
Hange is smart, but she can be a dumbass. Mikasa isn't smart academically, she's smart logically. While you're smart both ways.. in fact, you're a genius.
But..
No. Whatever you're thinking is not the truth and instead is a big fat lie that can go die in hell. Maybe you're not strong, but you're logic and brain makes up for that. you're not smart in strength, no. But, you're smart in these things. Leadership. Logic. And smarts.
really..
Of course, why the heck would I lie to my friend? That's just plain out bullshit. Honestly, don't focus on other people. That's one of your biggest weaknesses, and you need to get rid of that by instead thinking of your best qualities and knowing your worth. Everyone is different and has their own special abilities along with weaknesses, nobody is perfect. So don't you ever think down bad about yourself, okay? Because at the end of the day as long as you are you, then that's what makes you, well, special. I know it may be hard to not focus on other people, but please, try, that's all I ask for. And if you ever think these thoughts again, tell me. :)
Okay.. I.. thank you Y/n..
It's what friends are for!
'it's what friends are for..' Armin repeats inside his head, a frown appearing on his face, but he shook away the thoughts and instead replaced the frown with a smile, a small blush on his cheeks, a certain type of unknown feeling fluttering around in his stomach.
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Just because Armin is smart doesn't mean he's smart about feelings. ;) im making him dense along with some others to torture you guys.. Also, two special boys will be added in the next chapter. 😘