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11 | ᴘᴇʀɪᴏᴅ

•𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑒 22, 2021•

My heart pounded nervously as Benny and I walked onto the sandlot. They're gonna beat my ass to shreds. My legs were shaking as well as my hands.

Benny placed a reassuring hand on my shoulder. "Stop worrying," He started. "They're nice."

"They aren't gonna be nice to me." I quivered. "They hate me."

"Well, yeah..." Benny mumbled. "But they'll warm up to you, I promise."

"We'll see about that," I muttered softly under my breath.

We arrived at the field a few minutes later and I nervously scratched my arm while walking slowly behind Benny. Their light chatter and laughter made me think they might like me, but I knew they would be upset in a few seconds.

We walked right up to them and their smiles immediately turned into frowns.

"What is she doing here?" Squints asked.

"She's gonna play with us," Benny stated confidently.

They all looked at him like he had lost his mind. I swallowed nervously and felt like my mouth was the desert. It was so dry.

"She can't play with us."

"Why not?" Benny asked.

"Because she's on Phillips team and she's dating him," Yeah-Yeah explained.

Benny rolled his eyes. "She's not on his team anymore nor is she dating him."

"Still. We don't want her here. Leave."

"No." Benny refused. "She has every right to play here as you guys do."

Some rolled their eyes, others just sighed loudly in annoyance.

"Just give her a chance, alright? She's not as bad as you guys think." Benny explained.

"Fine," Squints hesitated. "But don't expect me to be nice."

They then huddled to their spots and their loud whispers about me echoed in my ears. I just kept my mouth shut and followed Benny to the batters' box.

"You can start at bat." He said, handing me the wooden bat.

"Alright..." I shook.

I got into position and waited for Kenny to pitch the ball. He just stared at my leg, eyes wide open.

"Um..." Ham mumbled quietly. "Emmy...there's something on your leg..."

Confused, I looked down and saw blood slowly trickling down my leg. Oh, why now?! Anytime but now!

"Shit..." I frantically whispered while dropping the bat on the dusty ground.

I ran to the exit, pushing people out of my way. Benny yelled behind me, but I didn't stop.

"Emmy!" He shouted. "Emmy, what happened?!"

"I-I'll be back!" I shouted back at him as I approached my house.

I bolted inside and accidentally slammed into Luke.

"Woah, Woah, Woah!" He gasped. "What's the rush?"

"Girl stuff!" I yelled. "Move!"

He muttered in confusion as he watched me sprint to the bathroom. I caught my breath as I nervously looked down at my shorts that were soaked in blood. Ugh, being a girl sucks sometimes.

"Emmy," I heard Benny breathing heavily. "What's wrong? A-are you okay?"

"I'm fine." I quivered. "I-I just got kinda nervous..."

He sighed. "Um, I don't wanna embarrass you, but...I saw the blood on your legs, Em."

I closed my eyes while groaning softly. "Shit..." I then whispered.

"Again, don't be embarrassed. You shouldn't be ashamed about it. And besides, the guys are too stupid to realize what it was." He explained.

I swallowed. "I know, but it's still embarrassing. People make it seem like you should be ashamed for having a period even though you can't control it."

"Well, don't be ashamed. I don't think it's gross or bad." I could feel his smile through the closed door.

I smiled softly. "Thanks, Benny."

"No problem. Do you need anything?" He asked.

"Oh, yeah, could you please get me some new clothes?"

He hummed lightly and I heard his footsteps slowly trail away. He's a keeper.

- - - -

Benny's soft heartbeat echoed in my ear as I cracked my eyes open. His hand lightly rubbed over my silky hair while the sounds of TikTok's quietly trailed out of his phone speakers.

"Mornin'." He whispered.

I groaned while rubbing my eyes. "Morning..."

"You okay?"

"Yeah, um, d-did you sleep here last night?" I asked.

He nodded. "Yeah, you fell asleep on me and I felt too bad to move you."

"Oh, I'm sorry..."

"Don't be. I enjoyed your company." He smiled.

I smiled back softly. We just stared into each other's eyes and I saw him swallow nervously. He looked at my lips while leaning in slowly. Our lips nearly connected until Luke barged into my room.

"Luke!" I shouted angrily. "Don't you knock?!"

"Sorry, but Dad told me to tell you to keep the door open if boys are gonna be in here." He smirked. "We wouldn't wanna catch you makin' loveeee."

He mimicked kissing sounds while smiling. I threw a pillow at him. "Shut up!"

He laughed loudly while running out of my room. I groaned while looking at Benny. "Sorry bout' him."

Benny chuckled lightly. "It's okay. He's just being an older brother."

I nodded. "Yeah..."

I stared at him again and he fidgeted with his fingers.

"I should, um, I should get going."

"Oh, uh, yeah, that's probably a good idea."

"See you later." He muttered before walking out of my room.

I sighed softly. So close.

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author's note:
updated this story finally lol. I apologize for not updating as much. I have some chapters in progress for other books that I hope to release soon. I love you all. stay gold✨
~Olivia🤍

{6/20/21}