"Levi I appreciate it, but I really just want to sit here and be miserable. I also don't know if I can handle another talk. I'm exhausted." I don't know if he even understood me because I still haven't stopped sobbing.
"Get the fuck up now. It wasn't a question. You have 5 minutes to meet me inside. I have tea ready." He walked away before I could object.
I knew if I didn't get up he would drag me inside. I shakily stood up and started to head inside. I felt really light headed and almost fell down again. I knew Levi was doing this out of my best interest. As scary and cold-hearted as he seemed he was really the complete opposite. He's just a dick. I opened the door and saw Levi at the kitchen table sitting down with 2 cups of tea.
"Are you just gonna stand there or are you gonna sit down and have a cup of tea with me?" He didn't even bother to look up as I walked over and sat across from him. "I heard Jean's side. What happened y/n?" I had finally stopped crying and when he asked that I felt the tears start to form again.
"I don't know. I'm so confused. We decided to not be anything more than friends so I try to start to move on and he does the same, but all of a sudden he's asking me to give it another try. After I already told Mikasa to give it a go and to not worry about me. Plus Eren's putting a lot of effort into talking to me and it's only been one day. I just don't know how I'm supposed to move on from Jean when I still spend all my time with him. So I told him to leave. I don't want to lose him completely I just don't know what to do." I had started to cry again while Levi just listened and waited for me to finish.
"You aren't going to lose him y/n. As much as I hate to say it Jeans a good guy. Everything will turn out fine in the end. You just have to give it time." Honestly Levi could have said nothing and I would have felt better.
"Thanks Levi. I'll give it time." I finally took a sip of my tea. I wasn't a big fan of tea, but I always drink it when Levi makes me some. It's the least I could do for him.
"Please tell me when you said Eren you didn't mean Eren Jaeger." Oh. Didn't realize that I said his name. Oops.
"Umm Yeah it's Eren Jaeger. He's being really sweet and caring. I'm being careful." Levi scoffed at that. For some reason he hated Eren.
"You are not moving on with Eren. Honestly I'm kind of against you moving on at all, but definitely against anything to do with Eren. He will just hurt you."
"Levi that's not fair. You haven't even given him a chance. Also we are just friends."
"It is fair."
"Why are you against me moving on at all?" Levi smiled softly at this question. Weird.
"You really are an idiot. It's because I actually kind of approve of Jean. Plus I know how happy he makes you."
"I don't need your approval." This was untrue. I didn't, but I knew that Levis opinion meant everything to me. If he didn't approve then I dropped it.
"Whatever kid. I'm going to bed. You should do the same. I'm sure your tired."
He was right. I am so mentally exhausted I could fall asleep right here. I got up and cleaned up the kitchen some for Levi. I didn't try to hard because I knew he would clean it again either way.
It took awhile to fall asleep with everything on my mind.
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FanfictionModern AU You and Jean had been best friends since 6th grade. Pretty much inseparable since the day you met. There have always been some underlying feelings towards each other but every time you guys tried something always went wrong. Well what happ...
