The Journey to You | D.L.

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Demi's POV:
my eyes fluttered open as i heard my alarm going off. i quickly turned it off trying not to wake nick in the process. i always took "forever" getting ready according to my team, and i knew he must be exhausted after everything i keep putting him through.

i know he doesn't deserve my messed up twisted mind. he deserves someone normal who he doesn't have to constantly worry about. but i am trying, i really really am.

i went into the tiny bathroom connected to my room. it was a cool crisp morning and i felt myself shiver.

i checked my phone to see the time, it was already 6:30. i spent 30 minutes just overthinking when i could have gotten ready. i felt disgusting after crying so much last night so i got in the shower.

i knew i was going to have to fight my demons extra hard today, as it is not only a red carpet but i have an interview.

thank god i knew nick would be right by my side. i truly don't know what i would do without him. i got so lost in my thoughts that i didn't even realize that he had stepped in the shower with me. not until he wrapped his muscular arms around my tiny waist.

Nick's POV:
i woke up after demi as always and i figured i would get in the shower. to my surprise i saw my beautiful girlfriend had beat me.

i stood there watching her for a second taking in all her beauty. i could feel myself getting turned on, so i decided to join her.

i could tell she was thinking and hadn't realized so i wrapped my arms around her.

she was so tiny, it made me wonder when the last time she had eaten was.

i kissed her neck and she turned around and pushed herself against me. she could feel my hard cock rubbing up against her and she grabbed it with one hand and wrapped the other around my neck.

i started kissing her passionately but as she began massaging me i couldn't help but throw my head back in pleasure. i wanted her as much as she wanted me so i picked her up by her ass and she wrapped her legs around me as i entered her.

i turned off the shower and carried her out, and set her on the counter. she began thrusting her hips into me and started to moan louder. i covered her mouth and whispered in her ear, "you better be quiet the team or my brothers will hear you, and if that happens i am gonna have to punish you."

i loved that i could make her body shake and lose control. i fucked her harder and watched her legs shake and she covered her mouth to keep her from screaming. our love grew more passionate as we both reached our climax.

Demi's POV:
"god i love you" i said to my extremely sexy boyfriend.

he was the only person that i always knew i could trust. and i know my mind can tell me otherwise, but at this exact moment i felt like he loved me for all of me. and i knew it was true. he is perfect.

we both were standing naked in the bathroom and i was looking up into his eyes. he leaned down and kissed me, saying "my love we need to get ready. if we don't they are gonna get suspicious and i don't wanna see how Phil will react to us being late."

it's true. Phil could get really mean at times. he was manipulative and cruel sometimes, less to the boys and more to me.

i walked out leading him by his arm and we both got dressed. i through on a pair of leggings and one of Nicks hoodies.

nick made me feel more confident, and so i decided not to where makeup and just blowdried my hair.

Nicks POV:
i loved the fact that demi wasn't wearing any makeup, i could see her freckles and she was gorgeous. i made sure to tell her that.

i through on some jeans and a t-shirt, and we headed to the conference room where we had a meeting with the team, and then we would go to hair and makeup for the interview.

we sat down at a large rectangular table and i was right next to Demi. we thankfully weren't late.

at our morning meeting we would be offered breakfast and when they asked demi to my surprise she ordered an omelet and a side of strawberries.

i couldn't help but feel so proud of her. she looked up at me and she could see i was proud which made her giggle and grab my hand.

they brought us our food, i ordered pancakes, and i squeezed her hand as encouragement.

the team was talking to us about our schedules for the day and blah blah blah. after she managed to take a couple bites, I saw Phil lean over and whisper something in demi's ear.

i saw her heart shatter as she pushed away her food. i felt like i could kill him right there but i knew i couldn't.

Demi excused herself and left the room, so i followed. i saw her walking down the hall to the bathroom. my heart sank, because i knew it only meant one thing. she was going to purge.
i chased after her and as she was about to stick her fingers down her throat, i grabbed her and sat her on the floor as i held her us while she cried. she looked up at me and said a sentence that made the whole world feel dark, "i am sorry i tried. i really did. but he is right. i am just a fat pig and i don't deserve to eat. people will see how fat i am at the red carpet today."

i put two fingers under her chin and lifted up her head so she was looking at me. she believed everything that asshole had said.

"Babygirl, you are not fat, ugly, or a pig!! you are the most breathtaking beautiful person that i have ever seen. and for you to say that is completely wrong. that bastard has a fucked up mind, because you are perfect! you deserve to be happy and healthy and have everything in the world. i love you so much, and i promise to work everyday to help you see that. i will always be here for you." she stopped crying and hugged me tight and started to calm down.

Demi's POV:
i thought i was doing so good, and then Phil told me the truth. it's the same truth i had been telling myself since i was 12 years old. he had been too... i never wanted Nick to find out, but i just couldn't hold it in anymore.

he was the one who i could trust with anything. i truly believe that he is the man i am meant to spend the rest of my life with. i just couldn't see what he saw in me. after a while we heard a knock on the door.

i heard a voice say, "what happened? is everything okay? demi please let me in!!" it was my mom.

"yeah come in mama..." she came in and saw me on the floor and nick holding me. she knew he was my best friend but nothing more.

she came to me and kneeled right next to me. "Dems i can tell something is going on what is it?"

"Nothing is going on mom, i am fine, i just felt sick." nick looked at me in a way of saying tell her. i shook my head. i couldn't bring myself to disappoint her even more. that's when she grabbed my arm and lifted up my sleeve...

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