A young couple in the heat of their career. Demi and Nick struggle to find the balance of life and working, and starting a family of their own.
This was my first book, so ignore how cheesy and odd it is in some places...
It's been about a month. My Dad got caught with some Meth and he got arrested again.
I have been doing much better. My body is back to how It was before and I am doing great in my eating disorder.
Beck is 6 months old! It's the middle of summer and hotter than hell still so we have spent a lot of our time in the pool.
He is crawling already and is ahead of all his milestones! As a mom it's one of the best things to see him thriving. He is oh so clingy and doesn't like being away from me and Nick for more than an hour. He hasn't said any words yet but is always babbling gibberish.
We got a new bed and we moved back into our house after we had stayed at my parents for a week. It's so nice to be back in our own space. Now it has extreme security and I feel so safe.
There is one thing that hasn't happened yet. Nick and I haven't had sex yet.
Every time I try want to, we try and I can never go through with it. He never pressures me and always makes sure I know it's okay that I can't yet. But it doesn't just make my guilt go away.
I want to be able to give all of myself to him again. And I have been going to therapy 2 times a week and it has really helped.
I think I'm ready to, tonight. Nick doesn't know yet, and I just hope and I can actually go through with it.
"Babe! I'm gonna head to the studio okay?" Nick said as he came over to me.
"Okay Baby have fun!" I said and I kissed him and he left.
It was lunch time so I put Beck in his high chair and started making some food. While my pasta cooked I got some baby food out and a baby spoon and started feeding him.
He LOVES food. There hasn't been a good that he has tried and hasn't liked.
When he saw me open his food he squealed and I used the baby spoon and fed him a bite. He ate it and smiled and so I kept feeding him until he finished.
I grabbed a wet wipe and cleaned him off and then went to strain my pasta.
I added seasoning and oil and put it in a bowl and took Beck with me to the couch. He sat on my lap and I gave him a cooked of noodle which he happily chewed on.
I gradually ate my pasta as I played with him and he just giggled. His favorite toy right now if his stuffed elephant and he refuses to sleep with out it.
He has loved it ever since he was 3 months old. Here is an old picture of him with it (:
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When I finished my pasta I put my dishes in the sink. Eh I'll do em later!
"Do you wanna go swimming?" I asked and he started giggling and kicking his legs.
I took him upstairs and put a swim diaper on him with a pair of swim shorts. I took him into my room and grabbed a swimsuit for me and sat him on my bed while I changed but was still able to watch him.
