AT THE DISTRICT :
K: hey Erin I'm sorry I heard what happen with the baby
E: it ok I just want to focus on finding jay
Please
K: sure thing
H: ok Erin you know you can't be apart of this case of you can't interview anyone and your name goes down on nothing we want this case to stick
E: ok
Jules: well this was sent to us a few hours agoVideo-
Bunny
Hello Erin I'm hoping now you will give me the time of day now that I have your boy toy and he never coming back but now you have room for me. Now I'm sure you all are looking for me so I probably won't be able to see you for a While but I thought I offer this I won't kill your boyfriend if you and only if no negotiating so if you send Sophia to me you can keep your other little Bratz but I want her she teddy daughter she belongs with me now I'm sure your think that I won't kill him because if he alive when you find him and you won't trust me then I could get some sort of deal especially with the information I have and I won't he will kill himself to save you I give you one week you piss me off I'll give you 24 hour tick-tock ErinE: omg Don't say I know Look at hank
H: start tracking that video Now Kim Kevin go help him the rest of you come on find himA FEW HOUR LATTER:
P: where is she and the team
H: the team I let them go get lunch they been here scene 4:00 Pm last night and Erin is sleeping I could tell she was up all night last night
P: well I'm off to her place Anne has to pick up Travis from school
H: ok
E: umm
H: hey kiddo how you fell
E: ok did we
H: sorry no we will we are looking for him all you can do is wait
K: hey where back the video is untraceable and The commander showed up she says that since it's been 4 days we either have to declare Jay missing officially over we have to officially declare him as missing and possibly deceased she said we had until next Friday they we have to start getting back to what we do other case
H: ok Erin
E: no please can you watch the kid I just some time please I say and walkout
A: where she going
H: I don't follow her just you and Kim make sure she does it now she's unstable upset and scared and pregnant I'm not sure what she going to do and it Erin she might try to run because being her is too much just make sure she stays with in city limts
A: got it
K: understand
H: goBACK WITH JAY:
Bunny: wake up
J: umm
Bunny: so this should hurt I heard my daughter lost her baby
J: y-your lying I already told you that
Bunny: ok we'll see when she still only had three kid
J: what ever and their a change of me getting out of her thx for confirming that his friends
Bunny: her in joy it the only good your getting for a while and no
J: I'm not eating anything you give me
Bunny: that up to you
J: uhhh you know you want to get back in her good grace but you are doing her more harm then good
Bunny: I want her to suffer so she remember not to shut me out again
J: why can't you just let her go why
Bunny: because she's my daughter
J: A daughter that you got hooked on drugs a daughter that you allowed her own father to beat to rape torture a daughter that you were allowed to go and live out on the streets because you were high or drunk yourself a daughter that sold herself for sex had to steal have to get involved with a guy that is a psychopath just to make money just to survive what kind of mother does that to their child I can't imagine what Erin life was like as a baby I can't imagine what Erin life was like when she depended on you for everything and I swear to God and I hope that you were there for her when she was a little and when she needed you for everything I hope that you were a better mother than you are now because I'm gonna tell you some thing Erin didn't know that mothers could be so caring so kind so loving she didn't know that she could have an amazing family until Hank voight took her in You know I'm just glad almost glad that Erin had a life that she had because if not she wouldn't be this amazing bad ass cop that she is today she wouldn't be an amazing mother the three beautiful children she wouldn't be the woman that I fell in love with the woman that I'm in love with and the woman that I will make it back to you
Bunny: whatever
J: I hope I hope that one day you suffer as much pain as Erin has I hope that one day You realize and have seen what you've done you know some people say that when you die you come back as a different person a new person I can only hope to God that when that happens and if it happens you experience some of what your daughter went through because it maybe that would help you understand
Bunny: shut up now
J: umBACK WITH ERIN AND THE TEAM
At Erin and jay place:
Everly: grandpa where mommy
H: she working late she will be back soon I say and call Antonio. Where Erin
A: she been sitting at teddy and Camille grave sight since she left work Kim sitting with her
H: um ok try to get her to come home her kids are asking for and I'm running out of excuses
A: um Hank voight running out of excuses that's a new one
H: ("hung up")
Elijah: hungry
H: I know dinner almost ready Everly go was your hand for dinner Sophia you two
Sophia: okABOUT AN HOUR LATTER
everly: mommy
E: hi baby mommy sorry for not being her
everly : it ok we had fun
E: I'm Glad
Sophia: hi mom
E: hi you ok
Sophia: better then ever
Elijah: mama
E: hi baby boy everly you take a bath yet
Everly: no
E: Sophia you have school tomorrow shower and bed in 2 hours com kiddo let run you a bath
...............
E: everly in the bath and Elijah playing I'm sorry I just felt like running to my safe place but I knew I couldn't I don't know how to explain it's just like everything became way too much and I know that I can't become way too much because I can't abandon my kids like I did today and I can't leave them wondering where their mother is and I can't show back up at this house at 8o'clock when it's time for bed and they probably miss me and asked for me on the head you do that but I also don't know how to deal with because I don't know how to handle it I don't want to handle the fact that I may never get jay Back I don't know how to handle the fact that in six days we have to either pronounce J missing or missing and dead I don't know how to process that it's been four days since we've had any new leads
H: kiddo you're not supposed to know how to deal with this but I do know this you are a strong mother you are an amazing mother so if you need a break once in a while if you need to just breathe and have peace and quiet for a little bit they would understand that
E: ya I just I know how I was for me as a kid I just don't want that for them
H: Erin please I know how much you love them a few hours of you not being here not being around that's not gonna make them think that you abandoned them
E: ok thx you so much
H: any time kiddo I'll put this one to bed I say and pick up Elijah who is getting into everything
E: I'll go deal with my 3 years that seem like she is getting in and out of the bath EVERLY ROSE HALSTEAD YOU BETTER IN THAT TUBE
H: haha
........
E: Everly you get out that tube again and I will ground you
Everly: but I wanna get out
E: ok well then let wash you up
Everly: ok
E: haha
Sophia: hey mom who watch us tomorrow
E: um well no one you think you can keep an eye on your brother and sister tomorrow and do school
Sophia: really ya
E: ok but their gonna be some rule Ok you don't open the door for any one any one I mean it don't invite people over you do school work like normal your brother and sister should sleep until 8:00 do homework down stairs can I trust you to do school and watch them
Sophia: yes
E: ok tomorrow I'll be back here by lunch to check in and then go back out
Sophia: ok I can handle it
E: ok Hand me that towel I say and pick everly up and out of the tube
Everly: I'm cold
E: i know it Chicago winter I'll turn up the heat tonight baby
Everly: can I sleep with you
E: sure kiddo any reason why or just because
Everly: just because
E: ok I say and finished putting lotion on everly body and getting her into pjs alright let brush your teeth missy
20 minutes latter
E: alright one kid down now it your turn baby boy I say and hand Elijah a sippy cup fell of warm milk thx hank
H: I got kiddo
E: haha you won't be saying that when he throw a fit because he in his crib I say and walk down stairs
H: I raised you
E: haha your not funny
H: um nice to see you smile
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