The love of my life

Part 6

ERIN:
It been a month of me and jay dating and I was felling grate about it we went out to dinner a few times and hank had made us a deal that if our relationship didn't interfere with work then we could stay partners. I got up and ready for work jay had got used to me driving all the time but still fought me over giving me the keys any way I got up and went to take a shower and head to work. My brother Justin has his own place and is really make an effort to turn his life around dad got him a job that he been going to and keeping for once so I'm really proud of my little brother.

JAY:
It was about 630 and I had got back from my run and went to take a shower And get ready for work my relationship with Erin was going good and I really liked being with her but I got a letter from the Amy that need a few extra men and I was being redeployed In two weeks and I had no clue how to tell Erin. I had already to told voight but not the rest of the team. I had 14 teen days to tell Erin but I didn't like keeping thing from her unless it for her own good so I planed to tell her after work today. But she know about me being in the rangers and me having ptsd so she know when something wrong or When a case has gotten to me so it was going to be hard to keep her form ask and to keep me from looking like I'm hiding something because according to Lindsay and hank I have a tell when I tried to hide thing so we will see how today gose.
(AT THE DISTRICT)
E: hey chuckles
J: hey hot stuff
E: your funny I say as me and jay walk into the brake room
J: I need to talk to you After work
E: ok babe you ok
J: ya
H: hey you two let go got a case
E: ok I say and leave
H: hey dose she know
J: no I was going to tell her after work
H: ok jay
J: I will tell her I lover her I'm not just going to get up and leave ok
H: jay she my daughter I'm always going to have some doubt and eventually I will learn to trust you with her it's only been two months
J: well I'm looking forward to the day you realize that I'm in love with her and would never leave her
H: I hope so because you know what happens is you brake her hart
E: are you two done decisions how has the biggest dic* Or are we just all going to sit her waiting to be debriefed about this case
H: watch it young lady I'm still your dad
J: and I'm boyfriend
E: ya well I wish my dad would quit talking to me like I'm 15 again and you I'd like to know what your hiding
J: latter I say and go back to my desk
H: you will also be my little girl you know I can't help it
E: I love you two now getting your ass out their
(A FEW HOUR LATTER)
E: hey hank um we wrapped up the case you mind if me and jay leave I know it only 12:00 but this case was an easy one to solve and I know i said that me and jays relationship would not get in the way of work but please this once form me
H: Erin I told you
E: I know I know just please I have know and I know you know what I'm talking about please this once
H: ok go
E: thx you I love you

ERIN:
Once I convinced hank to let me and jay go I drove us back to my place. Once in side I asked jay to tell me what he need to tell me. Jay I need to know!" Um so you know about me being in the rangers and they need some extra help so they are pulling me back in I'm being deployed in two week I wanted you to know but we will get through this." No I can't do this again Get out . " Erin what this doesn't change anything jay say." Yes it dose jay I've been through this before I think best you leave please just get out please jay and with that jay left. Once jay left it broke my hart. A few hours latter I heard a knock at my door.
HANK AND ERIN
E: go away
H: Erin it me open up
E: what
H: you and jay
E: please I can't go through this with you go please
H: no your not going to push everyone away why brake up with him
E: you know why I say cry well practically sobbing I can't breathe
H: Erin sit relax look at me breath
E: no god I love him and I just broke up with him o-oh god
H: shhhh it ok he told you he was was being redeployed and you thought of when you were dating mason And he didn't make it.
E: hank I can't go through that again
H: ya but this right her what you felling is worse
E: just please let me be alone please and don't tell Justin or mom please
H: ok I'm her
E: go please dad I love you but go

THE NEXT DAY
At the district:
H: Erin my office
E: hank I don't need to go home
H: that not what I was going to ask can you work with him or do you need a new partner
E: can I just work with Kim for today ok
H: ya and
E: I know I know ok this what you didn't want I know
H: jay Antonio you two are partner for today kim erin you two jay my office
Ad: of trouble in paradise
E: shut up Adam
K: whoa hey that was bit rude he just asking
E: ya well stay out of my Business and with that I go off to the locker room
KA: your her childhoods best friend what up with her
K: just back off her today I'm not sure but I'll figur it out
Kim and Erin
K: what up
E: jay leaving in tow weeks to fight a war and I broke up with him
K: because of mason
E: yes
K: Erin you love jay like no other don't let fear run your life don't let fear make choices for you go get him back before it two late don't let the love of your life go.
H: office you and jay talk
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H: don't leave the office until you talk this out and get on the same page the rest of us will stay out her
J: Erin
E: jay I'm sorry ok I love you I do just please don't leave me I love you I let something that happened along time ago get in the way of my judgment ok I was scared of a repeat the last guy I dated when away and never came back I didn't want you to do the same so I ended it but not being with you is worse please take me back please