The love of my life

Part 43

AT MED:
W: hey jay Elijah he out of sugary we will bring   Him in he has to say for a about two weeks but Erin can leave in a week.
J: thx you
H: hey jay
J: hey she sleep
H: how Elijah
J: he out and on his was in 
E: umm j-jay
J: hey Beautiful
E: hi I say and look over to see will bring in our son. Hi ahh
W: nonono lay back your going to be sore for a few day you need rest let the father get everything for you
E: ok can I hold him without hurting him
W: he just got out of surgery I'll be back in a hour and then we if he stay stable we can try feeding for the first time and sikn to skin contact
E: ok thx you
W: please I'll do anything for my nephew and your brother girlfriend that has give him the one thing he wanted the most a family
J: will
W: it true
E: he so little is that normal
W: ya he a months in a half early but he fine he a but under wait but it ok   I'll be back soon
H: I'm proud of you kid you did it
E: ha I don't remember his birth to much other then I was in a lot of pain  and then I felt you hand pushing on my stomach witch hurt like hell by the way and then the next I knew he was in surgery
H: ya he did you did it kid you just need some help to get him out but you did all the work hell you were in labor in 5 hour before we found I'm proud of you
J: I love you so much 
E: what about frank
H: he went back to jail and I don't here those word again focus on this little one and everly
Everly: mommy
E: uhhgh
J: be careful ev mommy still recovering 
Everly: sorry
E: oh it ok I'm ok." Mommy baby gone" everly  say and point at my kind of getting their flat stomach. Well look see right next to  daddy and papa that your baby brother his name is Elijah Henry Halstead. Just like your name is everly rose halstead
Everly: brother
J: noooo don't poke be gental her
Everly: hi brother
E: huh

AN HOUR LATTER: 
W: hey ready to hold your baby
E: yes ok jay um unbutton Erin  gown 
W: ok let try feeding it might take a minutes for him to latch on
E: ok I say and take Elijah for will and lay him on me so I can feed. About 2 minutes latter he start to feed
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J: man he so cute
E: ya Hey Hey will he won't go back on
W: he done eating haha
E: oh ok can I lay with him for a while I just don't wanna hurt him
W: of course you can I have to put him back on oxygen
E:  ok I say as will take him off of me and then lay him back down once he get him hooked back up  he layed him back down. We did it
J: you did it   I love you so such
E: I love you two we did a grate job making him
J: oh yes we did
E: that not what I meant he Beautiful and he out and he looks just like you
J: I know what you meant and yes he  dose
E: jay I'm scared 
J: about
E: his birth was not exactly ideal and  we got everly when she was one close to being two we are starting from the beginning with this ok. I just don't wanna hurt him or mess up
J: hey you won't your are an amazing mom ok can I
E: of course I say as jay sit in the chair next to me and I pass him Elijah very carefully. 

3:45PM:
April: sorry you two  I have to get him back to the NICU he need his rest  to make sure he ok  and still stable  making sure his hart is ok.
J: can't you do that her
April: no he is A preemie and he need to be monitored closely. He will be ok Erin I'll bring him back   Around 5:00/5:45 for you to feed and then he will have to go back. I can call will
E: no it ok
J: he will be ok   
E: what if he miss us and us scared
J: he fine I promise  
E: ya I know jay
J: mom dad
Patrick:  jay Erin
E: hi
Kathryn: how are you felling
E: sore but ok
J: I'll be back you gonna be ok
E: ya
Patrick: so  i heard you had the baby while you were kidnapped 
E: um not exactly my biological dad  I had something that could put him back in jail and. He wanted from me the stress and the drug my biological father had me on cause me to go into labor I'm just glad  he ok
Patrick: so your job put my son unborn child in danger and you were on drugs
E: uh not by chose and I love job just as much as I love my kids and jay I didn't ask to have him a month and a. Half early  but I did I'm glad he her and being kidnapped her and their is part of the job   And as much as we don't want it to happen it dose and I just  dose and I relay on my team and my boyfriend and father go my kid to find me just like he dose ok I love our son every much I love our daughter more then anything   So stop implying that I'm some dum girl that is using your son. 
Patrick: you better  watch who your talking to little girl I don't care who your father is   You put jay son I danger
E: HE MY SON AND I HAD NO CONTROL I WAS IN LABOR AND IT NOT LIKE I COULD STOP IT FOR HAPPING
Patrick:  you are a horrible mother   Just like your mother you bit**  and if ever yell at me again I will hurt you
E: GET THE HELL OUT NOW and as I say that her punches  me in the face
Patrick: who the hell do you think you are yell at
H: get the hell off her Erin kiddo you 
J: hey hank Erin what happen
E: your dad happed get him out of her
J: what happed hank let go
H: no
J: dad what happened
H: HE Punched ERIN IN THE FACE HE DID TAHT TO HER FACE
Katheryn:  what happed Erin are you ok
J: mom go home I'll call you and explain Latter you can stop by our place to see ev if you like
Katheryn: ya ok
J: hank take him back to the distance and wait until get their
H: Kim al
K: ha we got him
E: I'm sorry
J: hey what are you sorry about it not your fault what happened
E: he started asking about Elijah birth and told me a was a horrible mother I started to yell he got upset I don't ever want him around kid jay ever
J: ya.