The love of my life

Part 36

4:00AM
Everly: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
E: J-Jay wake up
J: um Erin
E: hey baby girl
J: I'll call will
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W: I'll started her on a detox she right know looks for the same fix she had earlier
E: when will she stop crying
W: not sure   The first  few hour are going to be hard want try skin to skin might help calm her.
E: sure
K: hey she up
E: ya don't know how hank and al are still asleep
H: were not sleep
Al: I'm wake
E: well   she probably going to cry for the rest of the night you can home
K: nope I'm staying right her
H: were in this for the long hall
E: ok
W: ok erin just take your shirt off jay undress everly  and place her on Erin  chest and
J: ok  I say and place everly ok erin chest as well place a Warm blanket over her and everly who was still screaming her head off
W: I'll be back in a hour or two
E: thx will. As everly is still screaming her head off I started to just talk to her very softly. 
Erin talk with everly:
" shhh baby girl mommy her and so daddy I know it  is scary but  you will get through it mommy went through the same thing when she was a kid and it was scary for me two but I did it  and I got through you know your papa and my mom Camille were the ones to help me get through. You know I wish you to meet my mom she taught me that moms could be kind and loving and actually love their children unconditionally and your papa taught me that dad can be sweet and loving they taught me that parents don't hurt their kid they love them and when I was going through this they are the one that got me their. That how I met some amazing people like your godfather al he like a second dad to me he can look a little rough and be Intimidated and look intimidating but he not he a very nice person and your aunt Kim she my best friend and she would always tell me I could do it and I could get past this with everone else and I did witch I how I know you can baby girl and I cant forget your aunt platt she was a topic me getting good grade and make sure I stayed out of trouble when your papa was undercover but she was slow really fun after all of that I got to become a cop and have an even bigger family witch is also were I met your dad and I even thought I deny being in love with him I was and then we adopt you and you made us both very happy and you made you papa happy two becosue he was going to be a grandfather again. Your gonna be ok.
E: I didn't even realize everly had stop crying and was asleep on my chest. I looked up to see kim jay hank and al just smile. What
H: we love you two kiddo
E: right you all heard that
K: ya we did It was sweet
J: your amazing you know that
E: I know
H: it around 5:00 I'll get coffee as breakfast erin
E: no decaf and some egg with hassbrowns and bacon ,tomatoes and some toast
H: your usual Kim
K: oatmeal with strawberries and blueberries normally coffee
H: jay
J: Walfles
H: al your Uasl
Al: ya I'll come with you We'll be back
J: k 

8:00AM:
H: hey kid we going to start looking but I'm having platt and tow officer outside The door her with you at all time
E: dad I'm fine I as  re-adjust the blanket over me and event because I was still doing skin to skin
H: Erin your dealing with a very high risk pregnancy  my job as your dad is to keep you away for stress and try to melt their pregnancy a little easier for you witch  Mean you accept help even if you don't want it  or need it because right now rather you like it of not your team your family is here  for you
E: ok ok and I know
H: why don't you get dressed and get some sleep
E: I tried she started Shaking she shaking hard it started about an hour ago after jay left to go a few thing for the house I think  the only think keep her alseep is  Or calm is the skin to skin contact
H:   You know when you were coming down when you were 8 and you got high for the first time you cried your head off and the only thing that calmed you and help you breathe so you didn't keep making your slef throw up was of me or Camille turn all your light off  warped you in a Waited blanket and you sit in your bed and hold you in our arms and just talk to you softly  eventually you were sound alseep.
E: ya man I never thought I have to get my own daughter through this
H: I know Kidd
P: hey Erin
E: sleeping for once
P: got it
H: I'll be back matter
E: hey I will be carful but I when you find her I want to speak to her
H: well see
E: hank
H: I said we'll see
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E: hey were have you been
J: with this one
Justin: hey Erin how is she
E: ok she been sleeping for the past few hour for the first time In The past 24 hour this is the most sleep she gotten Will said it going to take a few days to get her complete off of it
Justin: I herd bunny
E: ya their also something I need to tell you as along as you can stay calm
Justin: ok
E: I'm 3 months pregnant
Justin: what you got her pregnant
E: Justin beghe Voight
Justin: ok ok I'm happy for you both Can I tell Olivia
E: ya the team dad everone knows
P: hey Erin I'm heading out their two offers out side this door
J: got it see ya
Justin: call me when she wake I he mason with me and I have to get him to daycare
E: ok
Knock knock
N: hey
E: hey
N: how is she
E: ok I think sleeping
N: that good how long have you been like that
E: sense five this morning we tried laying her down but she start to wake as well as she shaking so it fell like she just start to shake more violently then before she is now
N: oh ok you mind if I check her out real quick
E: no
N: ok
E: is she going to be ok
N: ya she going to be fine if it ok she look like she having just a bit of a time trying to breath I would like you just put her on a little bit of oxygen
E: ya and I'm sorry about earlier I was just worry and scared and with the baby and everything I should not of taken out of you I know who much you love Owen and I know you should never do anything to hurt everly or out her in danger she just been through so much
N: hey I get it ok
E: no it not I should of never made it your fault I'm sorry
N: it ok as long as she get to keep being my neice
E: deal