The love of my life

Part35

AT THE CABIN:
K: hey were are Erin and jay
H: jay is packing and loading their thing up on the bus and Erin us still sleeping she had rough night I think we all did
A: ya so much for a relaxing weekend how erin holding up jay
J: fine she scared she know it two late to stop the pregnancy and even if we could I she would not go for it I think the bigger problem is that neither one of us know how we are going to possibly keep thing form going wrong keep her alive the baby alive.
Al: Erin and that baby of your are going to be fine come on we got a few more bag to put I. The car
K: hey what time will we get back him
P: it 8:00 now so around 2:00 or 1:00 in the afternoon to
E: hey guys
P: hey how you fell
E: fine I'm done looking at the down side I'm going to be careful I can't hide in bed for 9 months
H: we all proud of kiddo
E: ya I know
P: haha
E: let get out of her I miss ev
K: ya miss my own bed were the wall are not thin
E: oh ya same her
P: your supposed to be taking it easy
E: ya well taking it easy while we make love
Al: I'm not sure that what your doctor meant by take it easy
E: ya I know but I can still have fun
Ad: you and jay are just mechanics
K-E: shut up
Ad: hey just say
Ka: hey Erin your look happy for a change it nice miss the happy you
E: I am and it good to be back let get this show on the road like I said I miss my little girl
H: alright you heard her let move it

ON THE ROAD:
P: so have you guy told everly yet
E: no we are not sure she will understand but we Will she will be two in a month so we were think then she starting to talk a little bit more Walk
Ka: that good so I see know a good time to ask you know it only right that I get to be this little one uncle
E: I think that up to us and yes your all part of everly life so with this baby I would not have it any other way .
K: man so your 3 months pregnant so is it a boy or a girl
J: we don't know yet
E: what do want through
J: a girl
KA: you wnat two Lindsay running around because she be a mini version of her mother
J: and is that a bad thing 
E: ya is that a bad thing  and I want a boy
H: kiddo I don't think we needed another halstead running around  especially if it act like Halstead
J: hey I thought you accepted our relationship 
H: i do I just still don't like the fact you knocked Erin up
E: dad in 22 year old I don't think you get say in my sex life
H: I might not get a say but that doesn't mean I don't have an opinion And it doesn't mean I like voice my opinion 
E:ya well
Ring ring
E: hello
N: hey Erin what time will you guy be back
E: un around 1:00 or 2:00 it 11:30 now so it shot 2 hour why what up is that everly in the back round
N: Will got her I just wanted you to know your mom bunny showed up at the hospital said she was everly  grandmother I told her I didn't think she could see everly bottle line she went around me to the new chef of staff she end up seeing her and she made everly really upset she looked high just wanted to give you the head if everly see off
E: thx see you soon
End of call
J: hey what up
E: that bi*** 
J: Erin what
E: bunny she went to go see everly Natalie told her no she went to Natalie boss and got in to see everly and made her upset.
J: hey calm
H: I'll handle it kiddo
E: no I need to talk to her
J: no hank Right  let him handle it you can't get worked up
KA: is Everly ok like physical at least
E: ya she just upset I could hear her crying.

ERIN:
We get back to Chicago and me and jay stop by med to get check out and see how the baby was  doing. Me and jay had also picked up everly and took her home bunny must of did something because She cried the whole way home and was still crying.
Every: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
J: oh pumpkin what wrong
E: jay maybe we should get her checked out maybe she hurt
J: she been with Will and nat all day they would of know
E: ya they why Is she still crying  jay I say and take Everly from jay
Ding dong! 
E: dad what are you doing her
J: ok called him you needed to rest and we need help
E: come in
Everly: WAAAAAAAAA
E: oh everly sweetheart what wrong i say and had everly to hnak and go to the kitchen I'm gonna kill bunny for this 
J: what
E:  we need to go to the hospital now
H: Erin what up
E: I remember what nat said about bunny being high and I fingered bunny gave her something so I checked her sippy cup anything that she could bite on or digest and then remember when we picked up everly for Natalie and will place and everly had a baby rattle in her hand before she started screaming her head off  but we didn't buy her a rattle and   I didn't think any think of it and nat said she thought we have gave it to her so I tested the rattle it covered in heroin we our little girl high out of her mind
H: I'll drive

AT MED: 
E: will is she ok
W: she high we gave her something to help relax  to sleep she should wake in a few hour but I have no clue how long she been chewing on that rattle i'm waiting for the drug test   To see how much she took    You can see her I'm so sorry jay Erin
N: Erin I'm so sorry
E: sorry doesn't cut it bunny should of never been able to see her Natalie will now if you both don't mind I just  want go see my daughter ok 
J: hey she right but I also not your fault bunny vindictive and Sneaky  and a bit**  she came to Erin and Erin believe for a second she had change it just had to her to realise she was wrong and it but our daughter in danger don't take personal
Natalie: she right though I should of been more careful 
H: hey not it bunny she done it all 

A FEW HOUR LATTER:
W:  hey Erin jay can we talk out her
J: what up
W: lucky everly only had traces amount of heroin when did you take the rattle for. Her
E: after we left your place
W: ok that was 6 hours ago we're going to start on a detox  just in case get rid of everything that was in that diaper bag get new close everything just in case we need to keep her hear for a while she coming down so when she wake up she going to fussy agitated she may start to shake and that ok she will stop and I know she one and you did have her but she see you as her mom and it will do her some good for some skin to skin contact  to help her calm down if you want also it good practice for when this one come baby needed a lot of skin to skin contact it help for them to fell a bond with their mother make them fell safe
E: ok  hey I'm sorry about early
W: don't worry I know you were scared when she wake up call me and I'll tell you he or I do that
E: thx 
............
J: hey sit please 
E: thx you
P: hey I heard what happened the whole team out their
E: thx you but it 8:00 you guy can go home
P: not happen we stick together   We brought pizza and salad scene nat and will set you up in a vip room you ok if the team come in
E: ya
P: I'll go get them 

EVERYONE: 
H: bey before we got up their let me make this clear I know we were all just having fun and trying to just have fun but no more bet ok erin and her kid for now on.
Everyone: got it
.............
K: hey how you holding up
E: ok wait for her to work up
Al: hey kid
Ka: hey
A: hey
AD: hey
H: you ok
E: ya we need to
H: not tonight
J: hey you should eat I say as the rest of us walk over to the table and start getting food
E: I'm not hungry
J: babe she will be fine and you have not eaten all day our baby is probably starving   Please eat
Al: jay got eat
J: al she has to
Al: I know go.  Hey look at me erin Erin     You cant let this be the thing that shit you down ok she be ok I know your emotions  are all over the place but you have take control back and realize that you don't just have everly to care for you have a baby that is a baby  inside of you to care for so you can't just think about your slef because for the next 6 months it not about you it about this baby so eat something come on
E: what did I do to deserve you  all of you I couldn't do this without you all
Ka: were a family erin
A: ya we stick together I say as I hand Erin a pice of pizza
E: it was about midnight and most of the team had left and gone home the only one that still her was hank of course me, jay ,al ,platt and Kim were all still here.  I tried going to sleep back to sleep after me throwing up. 
J: hey you ok
E: ya just some sickness   Let go back to sleep
J: ok