The love of my life

Part15

ERIN:
I woke up in jay Arm and remember what happen last night but that was not the only thing on my mind. I was also thinking about hank and he said that he going to start treating me like an adult but I also think something else is going on with him he is acting like he going to lose me. He watch my ever move and just telling me what I can or can't do he know I'm a independent person and I've always been like that and he respected that until know so I got up and left a note for jay and told him I was going in early.

(AT THE DISTRICT)
H: Erin what are you doing her so early
E: what up with you
H: what
E: dad you hovering over me you never done that I am more then cable of taking care of my self I'm not 6  any more and you know that what going on with you.
C: Erin your dad and I need to tell you something but latter hank I'll see you later at home
E: no what going on I have the right know
H: Erin later go home  we don't start until 10:00 
E: uhhhh oh and Justin and Olivia will be her latter today they want to have the baby in Chicago. Oh and one more thing nice to know the whole we don't keep secret in this family only applies to me and Justin
H: ERIN
E: forget and stop treating me like an invalid
C: Erin sweetheart please come here
E: what going on just tell
H: your mom has stage 4  cancer
E: w- what  m-mom
C: hey it ok I'm dying I have a few months to live but her you and your brother will do grate thing and I will always love you I say and Erin falls into me sobbing.
H: I'm sorry that I been hard on you this is a lot of al of us
E:  mom I don't want to lose you
C: I know I don't it's my time to speak I love you and I love your brother and your father very much
15 mminutes latter
ERIN:
Once my mom told me I was losing her I drove home Justin had already knew and olive was only 6 months pregnant and I knew something was up he was back because of mom. Any way I pulled up to my apartment and jay was sitting on the couch when I walked in he saw I had been crying and came over to me and wrapped his arm around me and asked what was wrong. Once I finish explaining things to Jay I went into work me and hank were going to work the rest of this week and then spend as much time as we could with my mom Camille before she gone.

(AT THE DISTRICT)
E: her any case
H: no just paperwork hey I'm sorry
E: it ok just trust me and I through we had a rape case
H: case got taken from us and I do
E: ok look me and jay are going to go out and patrol I can't sit at a desk all day.
H: ok Kid
(in the bull pen)
Ad: hey  anyone know what going on with jay and Erin
K: not sure
KA: oh come one your her best friend you always know what up hell you know more them anything's us
K: ya well not this time ask al or platt they probably know
A: ya ok we going to go ask platt what wrong with Erin and her lover you do realize she  loves Erin and put up with the rest of us
Ad: ya we know so as al
K: I'm not asking
A: your like family to them it better if you ask
K: did you see the look on hank face hell no I know better them to walk in their and I know the answer al going to give me the same answer he always give me. The ask Erin or don't worry about it look for an answer.
AD:  why do you Antonio and al get to call him hank but the rest of us have to call him Voight or boss or sarge
Al: because we out rank you
Ad: not Kim
Al: well kim family
K: haha So what up with Erin
Al: a family thing with her hnak and Camille one of them Should be the one to tell you more of Erin should be the one to tell you
K: ok can you tell me if she ok
Al: ask her kim ok
K: ya thx al
Al: ya
KA: so not fair
Ad: oh bro you know what going on
A: family thing like al said and stay out of it Adam
Ad: so not fair
E: life not fair Antonio kim with me
K: were we going
E: just come on jay I'll swing by latter
J: ya
E: oh and jay not a word
J: ya 

GENERAL POV: 
A:  so Erin were are we going  
E: my place we need to talk
K: so you going to tell us what had you platt and hank and al so distracted
E: ya get out the car and come in side
A: just go Kim
.................
E: Um m-my
K: oh Erin what wrong please tell me
E: my mom she has cancer she dying
A: oh erin I'm so sorry how long
E: she told me and Justin she has a few months. The doctor said her body can't handle another round of chemo. I say crying
K: dose jay know
E: ya He found out this morning didn't do two well of a job at hiding it   For him or anyone
A: your not supposed to leave on your best friend   your family with your team 
E: I don't know how to get through this she my mom the only real mom that I have I can't lose her
Knock knock
E: bunny
B: hi sweetheart I just need a minute and of your time
E: what
B: I want you to give me another chance and be for you say anything I'm clean I have been for a year I got a job and I'm going to do better and this will be ok your  terms  if you want me to leave I will when you want to talk I'll be their and when you don't I won't I want to work my way back into your life on your terms in a slow and a source in and I will be as close and as far as you want me to be.
E: Um I can't deal with this right now I'll call when I'm ready
B: ok no problem sweetheart
E: can you not call me that
B: ok erin Bey
...............
k: who was that
E: no one 
A: ok