Run Away

The Arrays of Sunshine

"Dude!!! You slept with Caleb?!??!!" Katy screeched.

"You went to Caleb's house and let him drive you around!" yelled Jade.

"You actually weren't on anything when you did all this?!" Crystal yelped.

The array of questions was both annoying but understandable. I tried to answer all their question but I also had my own questions I had to answer.
I felt bad. If Ben saw this what would he say? How would he feel? How would he react? What would he say to me? What would he do?

"No we did not sleep together! He carried me to his bed and tucked me in. Then just laid down next to me and cuddled me while I was sleeping." I said, answering Katy's question.

Katy gave me a snarl...you see Katy and Caleb were cousins. At first she supported the relationship but as things got worse she began to hate him and not stand the sight of him. She hated him...she hates him.

"Yes. I was in the bathroom and I walked out the door and bumped into him. And we got to talking. He already heard what had happened to Ben. I was sad,scared....lonely. So I went with him." I explained to Jade.

After me and Caleb broke up, Caleb had dated Jade. Sadly while they were dating he kept flirting with me and trying to get me back. He used her just to get me back and to get me jealous. I did get jealous, but he cheated...I couldn't be with a cheater.

"I was sober. I wasn't drinking or smoking or anything. I swear. I haven't done any of that in a long time. I quit after I saw Ben in the hospital for it. " I told Crystal.

Ben had been in the hospital. He was taking some pills to get high and overdosed. Seeing him in that hospital bed..hearing him call and scream my name to the doctors to let me in. We were inseparable. I remember walking into the hospital room. Seeing him on the bed, all sweaty, and with needles in him and fluids running through his body. It scared me. I couldn't loose him like this. I spent the night at the hospital every single night he was there up until he was released. I sung him to sleep every night, I laid in the hospital bed with him, I fed him. I helped him walk. He said I gave him hope....
I gave my marshmallow hope.
Which gave me hope.
I loved him so much...I love him so much.

All three if my best friends looked at me.
It was a cold day outside. Florida was totally bipolar. Doesn't stay hot for too long or cold or rainy or stormy or sunny or cloudy and ect. But in the summer it was hot ALL the time.

I was cold, freezing cold actually.

"Can we go and get something to eat? I'm hungry and cold and just ugh." I said while looking at all three of their faces.

They all nodded and I called "shotgun!!! And I control music!"

Everyone groaned. But I laughed. We always did that and we always played the punch buggy game. It was nice to have best friends who understand you so well.

I sat in the passenger side and flipped through the music channels, waiting for my lecture from all of them.