Angst | Shin Soukoku | Sorrow

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Type: Angst please do NOT read if you aren't into self harm, and suicide

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Ship: Shin Soukoku

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Warnings: suicide, Major character death(s), A LOT of time breaks-

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As the small piece of paper fell from the older man's hands, all he could think about was the day of his beloved's tragic passing. The man stood there, on the rooftop of one of the pair's favorite hang outs with his back to the city. He let out a sigh as the wind ruffled his hair.

"I miss you... you know that..." the man muttered as he looked at the piece of paper on the ground. The words, written down many years before, were vague now, and hard to read but the older male knew exactly what was written upon them. 

"If I go out of this world before you do please, not matter what it takes, please don't decide to go out before your intended time. Please... There are so many other people in the world right now who'll need you to be alive for them when they go through something like this. Please. If I my life gets taken before my time.. nothing, absolutely nothing, was your fault. Please don't let the sadness of my passing get the better of you. You're strong, Akutagawa. No matter what anyone may say, you are strong."

The older man sighs, as the tears rolls down his face. 

"I guess.. I'm not as strong as you thought.. Jinko...." he says through a strained voice. He chokes as his voice fills with sadness. "I guess... I've been overcome with emotions...." he watches as his tears hit the pavement of the building's roof. "But hey.. at least... when I get this over with... we'll be together again... r-right?" asks the man, speaking to himself. 

"Together again... I love you.. Jinko..." says the man as he leans backwards, facing the sky as he falls to the ground. He closes his eyes and smiles to himself. He's finally going to be close to his beloved again. As he falls, he reminisces the events leading up to that day..... The day when his beloved left him.

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-Five Years Before:

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It was four in the afternoon when the two made the pact. This was solely because of a fight that the two had weeks before. So many words were thrown around that day. 

"I hate you!" "I would have been better off without you!" I should have never fallen in love with you!" "The world doesn't deserve to have someone like you dwelling within it!" All of those words were thrown around that day. The two males hard hardly cared before. It was such a heated argument. 

However, despite that, this pact came into play solely because of that fight..


Five Days After the Fight:


The Mafioso walked in on Atsushi Nakajima, who was seemingly playing around with a long sturdy rope. The Mafioso saw that the Were-Tiger had been crying, for discarded tissues were all over the place and tears ran down the detective's face. Akutagawa was so confused as to why the were-tiger  was doing this when he heard the grey-haired male mutter:

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