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Dazai Osamu x Reader | The Great Fall

Name: The Great Fall 

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Character: Dazai Osamu

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Type: X Reader

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Warnings: death, violence, suicide *in detail*

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Info: This is basically a rather emotional work of Dazai's reactions to y/n's death. There had been a battle with a few ability users and y/n had been killed by one in front of Dazai.Note: The reason why Dazai isn't harmed by the ability of the assailant, mainly bc the ability is never used, is because of No Longer Human's nullification.

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It seemed as though the battle was just a day ago. The man Dazai Osamu sits down in the spiritual world, his form slipping and sliding in the spectral space, as he thinks about his final days on Earth. The battle had cost the Agency a lot and it had cost the city lots of money. He smiled lightly to himself, despite the tinge of pain he felt whenever he thought these things.

"Ahhh Ango... I'm sorry that battle caused you guys so much trouble. i hope you all got it cleared up...," he joked to himself, his voice getting lost in the end. His mind was going there again, wasn't it? A shame really. What was once his chuckle soon became a sigh of emotional pain.

Dazai had seen y/n cut down, the silver blade slashing through y/n's flesh as if nothing was there. Dazai saw the light leave y/n's eyes as the lifeless form fell to the ground. At first, he didn't know how to react. He was so caught off guard by the sudden action that he found himself stumble when the realization finally settled in. He feel to his knees at y/n's form and the shouting voices of his co-workers and the gunshots in the distance seemed to blur themselves out. It was as if the battle going on behind him was slowly ebbing away.

He felt as if it were only him and y/n's lifeless, fallen form. He reached out his hand and slowly took y/n's own. He wrapped the fingers around his own and squeezed gently. How y/n loved those actions. Y/n was always fond of Dazai's gestures towards them. Dazai only showed this gentle, romantic side to y/n, and they took it with much thanks.

Dazai felt his other hand curve into a fist. He felt himself shaking with anger and sadness. His world, his life, seemed to be falling apart. He loved everything there was to y/n and now even that was taken from him. He hated it all and he wanted things to go back to when y/n was alive.

"Why......," he found himself asking in between tearful sobs. Dazai felt the tears drip from his eyes and unto his pants and he could see his vision blurring from the liquid in his eyes. He ran a hand down his face, trying to scratch at the skin. "Why were you taken from me....."

Dazai sighed before getting up on shaky legs. He slowly released y/n's hand from his grasp as he glared at the killer responsible. The man laughed darkly, his smile suggested he felt no remorse. Around him, fires danced and shouts for help in the distance multiplied. The other Agency members were busy in the main parts of the battle; Dazai was alone with this man.

Suddenly, as if he was suddenly filled with electrical energy, he dashed towards the man, a shard of shattered glass in one of his hands. Dazai crashed into the male and sent them both off balance. The two struggled on the ground, getting shards of glass embedded into their skin and dust in their eyes. The battle seemed to go on forever until suddenly...

"Ahhhhhh!" the man screaming above him made Dazai smile. The shard, which he had been holding, was now deeply embedded into the man's neck. Blood spewed from the cut in an arching fashion and the form soon feel to the side. Dazai sighed as he lay on the ground, glass and dirt now in his hair, skin, and clothing.

"I avenged you.... I did it....," he said to himself as he dragged himself up after thinking for a moment. He staggered to y/n's side and sat down next to the lifeless form. With a shaky hand, he located a rather large piece of glass and made sure the shard had a sharp edge. He smiled to himself before slowly running the shard against his neck, feeling the skin slowly being penetrated, to when his blood vessels get opened, and to when he finished the slashing. He dropped the shard and fell backwards so he lay next to y/n. Dazai moved his hand so his fingers locked with y/n's and with a low voice he said, "I love you... y/n... Always.. and forever..."

The light slowly faded from his view and everything suddenly became black.

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Those were the last memories Dazai had. Those were the last ones that he could recall. There would be no happy ones after and there would never be any more with y/n. He was solitary in this shadowy, spectral realm.

"That.. was our great fall... A shame it's among the very few things I can remember to keep myself from growing too bored here..."

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