~ sad zone ~

~sad zone rant 1~

today feels gloomy my friends,  sooooooooo..... I made this!

you can come here to rant, ill make chapters when I want to rant, this is a place for rants~                  

                            [rant starts now]

I really need a regular sleep schedule-

I'm doing great in my classes but my fucked sleep schedule makes shit very difficult. not only am I never sleeping the regular amount but I also have ADHD and forget to get my medicine cause I get distracted by the pretty birds tweeting out my window with no drama unlike twitter-  

my friends all hate each other and can't fucking get along, I have a friend who calls me an angel and it makes me feel like I don't deserve such nice comments, that reminds me on how my mind won't let me take any compliment.

my girlfriend has been quarantined and I miss her so god damn much, like-

holy shit...her laugh, her flirty comments, her amazing hugs.. I miss them so much, she's so amazing and I can't believe I've been with her for over a year.

she deserves so much more, I wish I could just tell her how she deserves the world...she's so forgiving and caring, she's always there for you when you need her, I wanna be there for her... but quarantine sucks and 2021 is just another year the non existent gods try to attack me and everyone that I care about.

I'm kinda just emotionally drained, but I'm trying my best.... and thats all that matters my fellow sleep deprived wattpadians <3

(that ramble went all over the place I really need my meds)

so hello, if your reading this you can comment and rant about your issues or joys or hobbies or anything! or don't either is fine :) 

[shout out to gordon Ramsay and my bestie if you guys just so happen to read this]

have a good night/day! drink plenty and of water try food It can be great sometimes-    

and most importantly my friends...remember that sleep is propaganda made my the government so they can read your search history~