~ sad zone ~

~sad zone rant 7~

So I'm sick this rant is gonna be mixed but whatever I'm usually switching topics in matter of seconds-

[Rant begins now]

Since I'm lonely, ill, and feel unproductive.

I'm gonna rant about sexism-

Cause my mind keeps wondering to topics and it got stuck on this one so- yeah...

I'm honestly just tired and pissed by how women are depicted in this fucked up world like-

Dude I can't wear shorts without hearing a comment about my thighs. I can't show too much skin without worrying about being called something like a slut, whore, etc. I genuinely try looking nice then guys decide to think that it means I'm trying to get their number. Of course that's not what I'm trying to do and when I go out in a short dress that you can see my legs in that doesn't give you a right to fucking comment on how my legs look.

Men tend to forget what's creepy and what's not just cause we as a fucking society can't teach young boys how to not be fucking perverts! Like people think uniforms are okay but they bring so many god damn issues and hold back young boys from learning that 1. Shoulders aren't hot calm the fuck down. 2. Women don't dress for you dipshit. 3. Stop making comments. You literally don't have the right❤️

Fuck men who can't have friends that are girls just cause they can't handle the fact that sometimes I show my legs. SOMETIMES I WANNA GO OUTSIDE AND NOT BE IMMEDIATELY CONSIDERED THIRSTY FOR WEARING STUFF THAT SHOWS SKIN.

Then you have people who try to tell you why your beautiful but you need to fix your hair up a bit more- like. If your gonna compliment me don't insult me in the process like shit the fuck yo you have literally no right to talk about it unless I asked you to talk about it.

A lot of people tend to be confused on why I have issues with my appearance even tho I've had my own mother this morning tell me how I gained even more in my thighs and can't wear shorts, that I was wearing ONCE, outside in public.

I really just want women and men to be equal- I want non-binary people to be equal I want everyone to be treated normally but no.

Straight cis white guys gotta rule the world I guess.

Keep in mind that straight cis white men sexualize you the most <3 I get that men have their own sexist issues and I 100% think we should work on that too but like...

Let's be honest guys, girls and literally anyone in the lgbtq+ community have it fucking worse than straight cis white guys. I just wanna have an actual conversation about this with someone in real life without worrying about someone as dumb as my brother coming up like "yEaH BUt dID yoU KnoW A Lot oF seXUal ASsuALt casES aRE AcCuseD By WOmEn AnD NoT ActUAlLY trUE-" shut the actual fuck up sir.

One that's like still not majority of the cases. Two I'm not attacking you or those guys that were wrongly accused or whatever I'm talking about all the pedo's, rapist, and millions of stalkers and perverts that make me and millions of other women feel unsafe when out in public alone.

So let me tell you a story.

My cousins great but one Halloween I had shorts on for a costume right? This girl decides she's gonna accuse a few men of looking at my ass. Grown men. Her parents are very sexist and I hate them ❤️

Now my issue with this is well- it scared the shit out of me- and uh well I hate fucking knowing that we have taught young girls that they have to fear going out in public in anything that shows too much skin. I hate that we teach girls that they're not enough when it comes to their looks (something they can't control) I really really hate knowing that I can't be friends with a guy in my school without worrying if he's a pervert.

Oh and to add to the sexist topic bullshit.

Homophobia, transphobia all that shit mhm.

Why do we call it phobia. Because trust me the homophobia guy down the road that beat up a gay guy and sexualized two girls kissing definitely isn't fucking scared of them.

I also don't think that just cause my mother was born in a very religious and homophobic generation doesn't mean she's excused on being un supportive of who I am.

A funny thing parents do when their kids come out as trans. They say shit like "well I would rather have you be bisexual, lesbian, gay (anything that doesn't change their gender) instead of you not being a girl/boy" but trust me. They'll definitely be just as annoyed, angry, and/or disappointed in the news you give them. We need to take parents back to school so they can take a fucking class on how to raise their kids cause they're absolutely fucking failing it.

Schools, parents, and 80% of straight cis men are an absolute pain in the ass and can't fucking understand how to properly deal with these topics.

Im sick and I understand this topic better than my mom could even understand that I don't want to be called by the name she gave me and rather be called Sam.

We also need to stop the bisexual hate even from people in the community like- a dude once told me that he would support someone who likes the same gender but thinks liking both/more than one gender is "wrong"

I have to deal with constant headaches yet I can still understand why being bisexual, trans, gay, etc, or wearing stuff that shows skin in public is okay. These people must be on crack to not understand it.

But again I'm not gonna drown you guys in a rant that goes all over the place and reach 2,000 words I'm just gonna leave it here but if you guys ever wanna talk about any of this stuff, cause I'm more than welcomed to, I'll always be willing to chat.

So for now just drink water, eat ice cream, and don't sleep cause sleep is propaganda so the government can make you sick and lonely resulting in you ranting about issues that have been here since the beginning of society on your rant book cause your scared if you started texting your friends more than you've been doing you would be annoying-

Also seriously I really want this bullshit to go away someday and I really appreciate if you read this long ass rant of mine this stuff is really important and I'd love to be able to find a way to stop these issues.