His Love Language (Karl Jacobs x reader)

Chapter 4: A bad day...

*Saturday*

*Karl's pov*

The next thing I remember is I woke up in y/n's apartment. In her bed specifically. Oh boy- she was changing-

I quickly closed my eyes while she took on a big beige sweater. I immediately recognized it. It was one I gave her at a park because she was cold. Classic y/n. She jumped on the bed and started playing with my hair. I still liked her. Like not as friends. I loved her in other words. I loved her. I wanted to stay like this forever. I opened one eye to see what book she was reading like always, to see her actually staring at me.

- You didn't think I wouldn't know if you were asleep or not, she laughed.

I tried to smile but I felt so guilty. It was wrong of me.

- y/n about yesterday I-

- I honestly don't care about yesterday. Did you actually think that your attempt of kissing me would ruin our friendship? She asked with an oblique smile. I apologize for pushing you.

- I apologize for kissing you without your permission. I answered feeling a little better.

*y/n's pov*

I obviously care. It wasn't horrible. It just- I didn't even know. I snuggled down. I was now facing Karl's soft face. He was too cute. Ugh, what was I thinking? I couldn't think straight.

- y/n can I ask you something?

- You already did, I laughed, but sure what's up?

- Did you like it?

We were so close that we could touch the others body. What should I say now? I sat there in pure confusion as the clock was ticking and the birds were singing.

- Karl I-

I could feel him coming closer to me and a weird emotion showed up. I didn't know what it was. But I felt it harder than anything else.

- Karl I-, I said again. I-

Thankfully his phone rang. But what was this ringtone? It sounded like my singing voice. Nah he would never do that! It was probably someone else. Then jealousy showed up. Did Karl like someone? That's good for him, I guess. Although he did try to kiss me.

- I'll go make us breakfast, I said rubbing my neck and slowly getting up.

- No wait, Karl said who had now also gotten up.

- Wh- I didn't get to finish the sentence when he grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him.

He pulled me so intense I bumped into him. We both fell on the floor and started laughing. If this would have happened a week ago it would all be just fine. But after the kiss it was... different. I couldn't get up since Karl was laying on me. (a/n: Idk how don't ask me) He wasn't in a hurry. He had turned off his phone since it stopped ringing. We stayed there in silence for a couple of minutes.

- Karl get off. I laughed.

- Oh- uh yeah sorry. He said and got up.

- I'll go make breakfast. I said again.

- Yeah-h g-go a-ahead I'll b-be here. Call if you need anything!

I went down in the kitchen with goosebumps. I found some strawberries in the fridge and decided we could eat them with cookies. I washed the strawberries quickly. I got a chopping board and a knife. I started with cutting when all of a sudden, the knife slid and sliced a big cut on my left hand. I screamed in pain. My hand started shaking as the blood was dripping everywhere.

My biggest fear was blood. It was just horrifying. Even in books. I couldn't feel my feet. (a/n: I'm gonna say it since I have to; you are dramatic af)

Karl immediately ran down the stairs and saw me crying in pain.

He stormed over to me and took a look at my hand. He blinked once and hugged me. Then he stormed to my room again to call an ambulance. The blood was starting to get everywhere. In my hair, on my clothes, I could even taste it. I would pass out again.

- Karl- I managed to say before falling hard on the ground.

The last thing I saw was him coming over to me crying and screaming something.

I woke up on Karl in my bed. What happened?! I looked at my hand to see Karl holding it tight. He was asleep. I smiled and yawned. I stayed in bed.

After a couple of minutes Karl woke up fast and took a big breath, flinched and started shaking intensively.

- Shh calm down it was all just a bad dream. I said but he kept shaking.

- Hey, hey, hey, hey I'm here. See? Deep breaths. In through the nose and out through the mouth.

Tears started falling down his cheeks and he started biting his lip.

- Karl, I said, listen to me, I brought one hand up his face and wiped his tears.

I decided to hug him. I once read that it helps in any panicking situation. I hugged him softly for a couple of minutes. He then took one big deep breath and said "I'm ok"

*Karl's pov*

- y/n! I screamed to see her falling on the ground hard. The ambulance can't come! We can't even go to the hospital! (a/n I don't know why alright? It just fitted well in with the story teehee we gotta add some spice ight? I feel like I write too many a/n..)

Without thinking twice, I carried her up to her room. I managed to lay down and lay her on me. I grabbed her hand and then without even realizing I fell asleep.

I woke up to see unfamiliar surroundings. It didn't take me long to realize I was in some type of river. It was frozen at the top. Surprisingly I could see, not clear but it didn't hurt my eyes. I tried to get up but it was impossible. I looked up seeing y/n just smiling creepily. She waved at me and laughed. I bought my head back and turned around to see Death, or at least it looked like it, wrapping his arms around my neck allowing me to take my final breath.

- Shh calm down it was all just a bad dream, she said while I was shaking.

- Hey, hey, hey, hey I'm here. See? Deep breaths. In through the nose and out through the mouth.

I started crying. Y/n brought a hand up to my face and wiped my tears. Then she cured me. My worries, my insecurities, my problems vanished out the window, down the street, down to the beach and faded with the waves.

She hugged me.

I wanted to hand myself to her and she could do anything with me I wouldn't care. I was mad about this girl.