why do i feel alone?
its one of these day,
where i lowered the tone.
why do i feel alone?
is it a mental disorder?
or im just too into my phone?
why do i feel alone?
they said family always got your back
yet they want me to form my own pact
why do i feel alone?
social degredation,
friends are complicated
i know they love me too
were yet to still make it.
why do i feel alone?
i got a girlfriend
but i still got trust issues with her,
yeah she loves me
yet i still feel insecure.
why do i feel alone?
left to defend for myself,
i end up taking my time,
thinking for somebody else.
why do i feel alone?
i love to help other people,
maybe its to avoid looking at my sorry ass self in the mirror.
WHY DO I FEEL ALONE?
maybe i was conditioned,
maybe i was taught,
maybe its my situation,
or so thats what i thought.
why do i feel alone?
im surrounded yet im lone
i feel love away from home.
yet,
why do i feel alone?
maybe its just me,
nihilistic behaviour
got me stingy,
why do i feel alone?
maybe im just wrong
maybe im unaprecciative
nah, i think im just wrong
why do i feel alone..?
the future looks grim,
is it just me or
the lights way too dim.
mental condition:
real men cry, maybe im weak
my mental fortitude is not
as strong as it seems,
maybe im stoic,
stoicly insane,
hiding inside
is a much deeper pain
i want to jump in front of a train.
i saw a good meme the other day
it was another penis joke
i laughed at it anyway
that shit was tight,
jesus christ,
that made me say "nice".
i cant even look up at the mirror everyday.
i stare myself in the eyes
and say "what did we do today?
"Pointless"
Is that the title on my headstone?
i feel so goddamn helpless
someone bring me some fluoxitine
liquid dreams and memories.
i was just a young teen.
Why do i feel alone.
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Incoherent Ramblings of a Madman
Poesía----very important trigger warning, some themes and scenes are R-18, these include : drug use, violence, suicide, self harm, murder and general 18+ NSFW content, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!! i will not be held responsible for any actions that may hurt yo...
