Underneath the veil of illusion
Where i cast my own delusion
What do i see?
My own success is a folley.
I am but a failure.
Unworthy successor.
I always fail to meet the expectations
of my peers.
I hope that my own false light disappears.
No matter what i do,
What i see,
What i speak,
tragic, it ended this way
i thought i gonna die today.
I always tell myself
"Tommorow"
When is tommorow if not today?
I look myself in the mirror
and see nothingness in my eyes
I am but shadow ; dark inside.
When will i keep lying to myself?
I am good enough.
I am appealing.
They do love me.
I am worth something.
I am my worst critic.
But others shroud their lies in sugar,
when will i learn to trust something
so vulgar?
Everything is a lie, nobody is truthfull,
I learned from this painfull world,
a life coated in sugar.
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Incoherent Ramblings of a Madman
Poesia----very important trigger warning, some themes and scenes are R-18, these include : drug use, violence, suicide, self harm, murder and general 18+ NSFW content, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!! i will not be held responsible for any actions that may hurt yo...
