𝗈𝖻𝗌𝖾𝗌𝗌𝖾𝖽; 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗈 [✓]

4; black sheep

i crawled out of my bed and practically dragged myself to the bathroom to get ready for school. i stood in front of the mirror as i watched myself brushing my teeth. eyes swollen with big dark circles under them. turns out it really was a bad idea to go to the police. theo didn't post the video but he posted a picture where we were kissing. i was a little bit lucky cause you couldn't see my face but still.. he posted it on the school instagram. yea yea our school has a ig acc too. he probably hacked it and posted it there. after i asked him why he did it, he said that i went to the police and that made him mad so he posted the photo and threatened me to post the video if i disobey him. i ofcourse disagree to listening to him but shit.. i was scared too

lost my vcard to a stranger who is a fucking stalker is not what i've expected in real life. i only saw these things in movies and fanfics but fuck it! here i am, brushing my teeth, thinking how i could get rid of him.

taking the bus to school is another part of my sad life. i missed my bus so i had to wait for the next one who won't be here for another 20 minutes. so i sat down waiting for it when i decided to call jongseob.
"hello?"
"are you asleep?"
"no, eating dinner"
"oh, how are- so you actually knew the whole time?"
"uhuh, but- yeah i knew"
"did your mom give birth?"
"my mom? ew stfu"
i laughed making jongseob snort
"it's your mom"
"hell no"
"i miss you sis"
"me too"
"dad said to put my phone down, i'll call you later"
"bye, love you"
"me too"
he hung up making me almost cry but tears won't fall.. i guess i cried to much. i cried two days straight bro

"hi"
i whispered to jessi who stood in front of the canteen
"omg yn! why are you so skinny? did you eat?"
"i didn't really-"
"here, take this"
she handed me her cake she was eating but i refused since i wasn't hungry but she insisted and put a piece in my mouth. i started chewing lazily on it when i saw keeho and his friends walking to us. i hid behind jessi when i saw theo walking next to him.
"hey babe"
"hi boo"
"hey yn"
i waved at keeho and made eye contact with theo who was smirking.
"yn.."
"hi jiung"
jiung shook his head and smiled as he pulled my arm. i flinched as he puts his arm around my shoulder and wiped the corner of my mouth.
"why do you eat like that.. yn"
my eyes getting bigger as his soft fingers brushed against my lips. i would be lying if i said that didn't feel butterflies in my stomach. he chuckled making me lower my head and look back up to see theo looking at me with his killing gaze. i bit my lip and got out of jiung's grip when he pulled me back in and squished my cheeks making theo groan. we all turn to him as he folds his arms and rolled his eyes.
"what's wrong theo?"
"i'll go to class guys"
i quickly said releasing jiung's hand from my cheeks and ran away.

end of flashback

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present

"here you go ms chae"
i handed my teacher my essay making her smile at me. if there ever was a teacher who would throw me off a cliff, it would be ms chae. i bowed and left the classroom when my phone vibrated
"hello?"
"yn"
"we made a deal theo"
i hung up and walked to my class to take my stuff when i got a message

theo

a deal that i would stop hacking your phone
i never said that i would stop stalking you at school

i don't even know why you still do this
it's been two years
it needs to stop
i don't even like you

i won't stop
you like jiung right?
he'll pay cause you like him and not me

don't touch jiung!

he left me on seen making my heart drop. what if he hurts jiung? theo really is a psychopath! because of him, jessi and i aren't friends anymore. he told her that i had feelings for keeho which was so so so not true. why would i fall in love with my bestfriend's boyfriend? i'm still close with jiung which makes theo mad. the fact that he still has the 'video' is so dumb.. periodt

jongseob now is in thailand living with my father and new mother. my mom, well.. she does like she's fine and happy when i'm around her, thinking that i won't notice her being hurt inside but no shit.. it fucking hurts her so bad and i sometimes hear her crying in her room. that shit sad..

i took another bite of my sandwich as i look at jiung who was sitting with keeho, jessi and their other friends. i rolled my eyes when i heard jessi laughing out loud. how tf is she still believing theo? wanna know who i am now at school? the school's black sheep. everyone thinks i'm odd now since i don't have friends. students always judge or talk bad about my clothes but bitches.. they're the same clothes i used to wear every day when i was still friends with jessi. turns out i wasn't the popular one but jessi was. i was more like jessi's dog, following her everywhere. but not anymore, i'm done

what do i do when there's a boy who stalks me? but the stalker looks so good and has all the things you're looking for in a boy, you don't even wanna say anything to someone about him stalking you. yeah, sometimes i like being stalked. it makes me feel safe, knowing who follows you and would kill if there was another person bothering you. theo stopped the phone hacking thing but insisted on following me everywhere.

i don't know but someone following me may seem bad in the readers eyes but i feel kinda special. this is actually the first time someone confessed to me and promised to keep me safe. i really think i am weird..

"boo"
"sto- jiung?"
i didn't even notice jiung standing up and walking to my table.
"why are you alone?"
"kinda like being alone"
"hey i've a question. wanna go on a date with me"
i almost choked on my water making me cough. he pats my back as i wiped the table that had water on it.
"excuse m-"
"oh so you're one of those girls too? a date yn. a date"
am i hallucinating? or dreaming?
"i- what- i got-"
"yes or no?"
"yes"
i blurted out making him flinch and nervously laugh. way to go yn!
"good, tonight. 5.30pm"
he squished my cheeks and stood up. damn, are my cheeks too red? i hope not. i smiled with myself as i continued eating my sandwich. but little did i know there was someone eavesdropping

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end of this chapter