Game For Two

That Didnt Just Happen(Bella)

I let out a scream, it was the scream like no other. Everything just stopped. He didnt, he wouldnt, He promised me he loved me and we be together forever. This is a joke that what it is, he didnt send that. Were supposed to be getting married in 15 minutes. The tears blurring my vision, I reached over grabbing the hair brush sitting on the table in front of me and threw it, I threw it as hard as I could. All you could be heard is the sound of shattering glass, the glass wasnt the only think shattered. Joe shattered my heart, my hopes, my dreams. I looked at the shattered glass and all I wanted to do was pick it up, plunging it deep in my chest or maybe drag it over my wrists. Joey was gone and I cant live if it meant living without him, I didnt want to even try. I picked up the biggest piece on the table and ran my finger over the edge, my finger began to bleed instantly. I brought the glass to my wrists and pressed in. I was just about to end my pain when the door flew open,

"Bella its time....Bella"

I looked up the tears in my eyes, glass still in my hand to my wrist.

"Mama"

"Jesus Christ Bella what happened what are you doing?"

"Joey...."

"Bella sweetheart, what are you doing with the glass put it down, you dont want to do this....DIRTY HELP ME ITS BELLA!!!"

"put down the glass, come over here to me tell me what happened."

Just then Dirty followed by Rae and Joey's sisters and brother ran in. One look Dirty knocked the glass from my hand, I looked up and fell to pieces against him, collapsing to the floor. Carol walked to the dresser and there it sat covered in glass and the drops of blood from my finger and the nick to my wrist the letter, she read it and gasped before saying "he wouldnt do this". Everyone looked at Carol,

"He left, said he had to and that he is doing it to protect Bella."

Kay took the letter from Carol's hand reading it for herself. The letter slid from her hand falling to the floor, look of disbelief on her face.

"There has to be some kind of mistake Joesph would never do this, he loves her to much."

No one knew what to say, no one knew what to do. The calls that Joey's brother and sister's made went straight to voicemail, then the pastor walking in,

"excuse me are we ready to begin?"

"pastor John Paul Im afraid there isnt going to be a wedding today. The pastor said he pray for my peace and healing of my heart before heading back out to make the announcement. Healing of my heart thats funny, Joey took that with him when he left. All of our guests left leaving just us. 

"Sweetheart we need to be leaving."

I couldnt speak, I couldnt think, I couldnt move. My stomach cramped and I feel myself being lifted in Dirty's arms and carried out to his car, he laid me in the backseat with Kay before heading back home. I feel Kay rubbing my head as I sob in the backseat. 

The next two weeks had passed and I dont remember any of it. I remember waking up in the hospital to IV's and the beeping of fetal monitors, Kay at my side. I looked over,

"mama where am I what happened?"

"You dont remember?"

"no...."

"you blacked out, you been here for three days."

"The baby is she okay?"

"Yes sweetheart she is fine."

"Joey..where's Joey he needs to know about the baby!"

"Sweetheart I dont know, no one does."

"But he needs to know about the baby, I need him, he is never not here when I needed him!"

"I know sweetheart and I wish I could make that happen but I dont know where he is nobody does."

The the reality of it all hit, Joey is gone he left me and he isnt coming back.