You Don't Want Me Like I Want You

Sinful Pleasures

Warning: 18+ content present in this chapter. A break is below, skip to that if you want to pass over the 18+

Feeling the kiss deepen, Theo used his free hand to pull Derek's body closer to his. He slid it up the wolves shirt, feeling Derek arch his back to the touch and inhale rapidly, Theo knew he was doing something right. Taking his hand back from Derek, he removed the wolves shirt before taking his lips to Derek's neck and hearing a moan escape Derek's lips.
Tracing his lips to Derek's chest, Derek sat up on his knees as Theo sat up with him gliding his lips and nose to Derek's abdomen. Kissing there, he reached up and held on to Derek's waistband as he slid his fingers between his boxers and his jeans.
     "We shouldn't be doing this," Derek panting before sliding his fingers into the beta's hair. Feeling Theo kiss just below his belly button rewarded him with another moan. "Keep going," Derek said as he leaned back more giving Theo more access. With a slight movement, Derek felt the button of his jeans pop as the zipper came down.
     Theo traced his fingers along the waistband on Derek's jeans before pulling down on them. Biting on to the band on his boxers, Theo help them in place as Derek helped remove his pants. Derek looked down at Theo, panting heavily as he locked eyes with him. Reaching down, Derek grabbed the front of Theo's shirt before tearing it completely and forcing it off of him, sliding his hand down Theo's back before grabbing his head and holding it to his stomach.
     Theo bit hard on Derek's chest causing the wolf to punch him hard, but Theo didn't let go. Somehow, it just made it harder for Derek to hold back. In one swift motion, though, Theo flipped Derek to his back before landing between the wolves legs as he looked at him with a smirk, Theo's chin resting at the seam of the boxers. With ones smirk, Theo began to pull on them from the bottom causing them to slide from Derek's waist earning the beta yet another moan of approval.
     Theo felt something tap his chin knowing he had pulled the boxers far enough, but he didn't want to deal with them for the rest of the night. Knowing how little Derek clearly cared for clothing, Theo grabbed the band and tore them in half and from his body leaving Derek completely nude.
     Adjusting himself slightly, Theo had no idea what he was doing. He was only going based off of porn he had watched so it was going to be interesting. Theo traced Derek's shaft from the base to tip, doing this a few times over before sliding the tip into his mouth. Derek let out a loud moan, digging his head into the bed as he bucked his hips up.
     Knowing there was two types of people when it came to this, Theo figured Derek was the one who enjoyed all of it instead of just pleasuring the tip. Taking a deep breath, Theo quickly took as much of Derek as he could earning him a gasp and shudder from the wolf. Holding it for a few moments, Theo came up for a quick breath of air before repeating this multiple times causing the wolf to begin constant moaning.
     Theo had never actually thought he would enjoying doing this as much as he was. Gripping Derek's base, he went all the way down on the wolf before holding it and swirling his tongue around and rotating his head. Derek reached around and pulled Theo's hair in attempt to get him to stop but the beta was going to let up. Using his free hand, he wrapped his arm around Derek before forcing himself further down. Theo knew Derek couldn't take much more of what was happening.
     Theo's eyes widened as he felt Derek begin to pulse, finishing inside of Theo's mouth. Unsure of what to do, and before he choked, Theo began to swallow as quickly as possible but too much was coming. Pulling off, Theo gasped for air before his lips were met with Derek's. He thought it might be weird kissing someone after that, but it was nice. Almost rhythmically, Theo was thrown on to his back where Derek was sitting as the wolf took his place.
     Theo helped wiggle out of his pants and felt as his underwear were ripped from their spot on his torso. The cold breeze was sudden but Derek's warm mouth greeted Theo quickly as he gasped loudly, followed by a moan as Derek managed all of him at once somehow. Theo slid his fingers through Derek's short hair as he tried to pull on his head, enjoying as the wolf fought for the dominant role. Theo smirked before he felt Derek do something different that made him moan and sit up quickly. Derek planted a hand to his chest as he forced Theo back to his back. Whatever he was doing was working as Theo could feel himself building up.
     "I'm going-" but before he could finish, his body pulsated as Derek stopped moving. Theo felt himself release three times, each one hurting more than the previous one. As he began to relax, he watched as Derek pulled off and came down to kiss the beta. While in the moment, Theo could feel his legs being pressed against Derek's until they were being lifted up. Pressing against them, Derek pressed his tip against Theo's rear.
      "I don't think I'm ready for that," Theo said quickly as he broke the kiss. Derek looked down at him for a few moments before smiling.
      "Do you want my honesty?" Derek's question was greeted with a quick nod. "You're just nervous. I can smell it. Just relax and listen to me, okay?" Theo nodded once more. And Derek was right. He wanted to try it. It was going to be his first, but why not let it be with someone you trust and like instead of someone random and unknown?
     Theo began to mentally ready himself, taking a deep breath in and then releasing it as Derek grabbing something from the drawer next to the head of the bed. Looking at what Derek had in his hand, it was lube. How many guys has he used that one before to the point where he has it sitting next to the bed casually?
     Theo watched carefully as Derek lubed himself up before running his fingers over Theo's rear. Biting his bottom lip, he felt Derek slowly pushing in his middle finger which entered with a pop. It didn't feel bad at all, but he knew Derek was going to be much larger than that. Beginning to work him, Derek was careful as he watched Theo's facial reactions to make sure he was doing things correctly.
     After a few moments, Derek pulled his middle finger out before inserting his index with it. Theo's face made it obvious that it was a noticeable difference, but he somehow managed to adjust quickly and his face changed from discomfort to pleasure as it did with a single finger.
     "You think you're ready?" Derek asked Theo as he slowly pulled his fingers out and positioned himself better. Theo looked at Derek before slowly nodding. He was ready. "I'm going to go slow. Okay?" Theo nodded once more as Derek lubed himself up once before. Positioning himself, he pushed forward as his tip popped into the beta below him.
     Theo's face showed that it entered as he gasped and bit his bottom lip. Derek was much bigger than his two fingers. Easily, Derek pushed forward and could feel himself entering Theo more and it was obvious that Theo was still adjusting. Stopping part way in, Derek pulled out slightly before pushing back in to see Theo's reaction. It was slowly becoming pleasure.
      As Derek pushed in slightly further, Theo gasped and placed his hand on Derek's should to stop him. Obeying, Derek didn't move as Theo adjusted to the male inside of him. Once Theo dropped his hand, Derek just smiled at him. "I'm sorry for this," Derek said with a light chuckle. As Theo looked at Derek worried, the wolf leaned down and kissed the beta before shoving the rest of himself inside of Theo.
     Breathing in sharply, Theo dug his claws into Derek's arms and forced the kiss to be deeper. He began to adjust quickly and Derek knew that as he began to thrust slowly. Hitting the right spot, Theo's claws returned as his kiss died into a face of pleasure and a wicked smile. Hoisting himself on to both of his hand, Derek began to pick up pace and witness what he was doing to Theo all over his face. Hitting the right spot and feeling the pleasure himself.
      "It's been too long," Derek said between pants as he strained his face knowing he was already close but didn't want to finish too quickly. Falling down, he rested his head on Theo before wrapping his arms around the beta and lifting him up, giving Derek more access as Theo slid down and groaned loudly from the new position.
     Theo moaned with every thrust, kissing Derek as much as he could until he had to break to be able to breathe easier. Somehow, he could feel himself getting close with how they were and he knew that he wouldn't be able to stop it when it came. Theo panted more and began to moan with every thrust. Letting out one last moan, he felt himself release.
     Feeling Theo release between the two of them, Derek let go and began to release inside of the male. He held himself in, realizing that Theo was going to be extremely sore from what was happening to him and Derek wanted to make the healing as quickly as possible. As he felt himself come down from his high, he let Theo fall backwards and slid himself from Theo.
     Collapsing next to Theo, Derek quickly covered them up with the blanket that had been thrown to the side at some point. Wrapping an arm around Theo, the beta instantly moved against Derek and passed out almost immediately. Feeling himself also drifting off, Derek placed one last kiss to Theo's head before closing his eyes knowing there was going to be problems when they woke up.

As the sun rose, Liam walked up the steps to the level of the loft. Pulling the sliding door open, Liam walked in and got an odd smell before closing the door. His eyes went directly to the bed seeing Theo facing towards him. He was wearing a new sweatshirt, but there was probably a story about it.
     Looking to the couch, Derek was lying down passed out in just a pair of jeans. Looking at him confused, Derek slowly turned around and looked at Liam.
     "Took you long enough," Derek said quietly as he stood up from the couch and walked over to the beta. Derek's hair was wet indicating he had just showered making sense as to why he was in new pants and smelt fresh.
     "How'd he sleep?" Liam asked curiously to Derek, raising his eyebrows.
     "He slept good. He had a fit at some point and ended up ripping his shirt so, when I managed to get him to sleep again, I changed it and he's been asleep ever since." Liam looked over at Theo before smiling.
     "Look who's awake." Walking over to the bed, Theo sat up slowly with a groan. Even with his healing, he was still sore from the night before.
     "Whatever you gave me hurts like hell," Theo told Derek with a groan before noticing Liam and feeling his heart sink. What did Derek tell him? Feel filled him but he remained calm as he climbed out of bed. Derek chuckled at Theo before looking at Liam.
     "Your guy's stuff was moved upstairs if you wanna grab it," Derek said to Liam. In agreement, Liam went up the spiral steps before Derek turned his attention to Theo. "He doesn't know. I told him you had a freak out and you tore your shirt and that's why you changed. I know how much you guys mean to each other and I don't want to come between that."
     Theo looked at Derek half amazed, half confused. "I didn't let last night happen just to happen. You know that, right?" Theo watched as Derek gave him a slightly confused look. "The moon wasn't the only thing that drove me to let you be my first."
      Before Derek could say anything more, Liam came down the steps and raised the bags. "Found them. Thank you for letting him stay here, by the way." Liam walked over to the two before helping Theo off the bed and smiling at Derek.
      "Anytime." With a smile, Derek stepped out of the way allowing Theo to get his shoes on and start to walk towards the door of the loft. With Liam ahead of him, Theo turned around to look at Derek watching as they left like before. A slight smile appeared across Derek's lips before he winked at the beta causing a red to cross his face. Turning away, Theo followed Liam out of the loft, closing the sliding door behind him. Leaving behind what had happened that night.