I have cried for you
millions of times
over and over and over again
day and night
but at some point
it got exhausting
I think there were no more tears left in me
or so I thought
I found myself distracted and happy somehow
but
It turned out to be a simple joke my brain was fooling me into
because distraction did not prevent my memories from eating me
To the edge were I sort of forgot how to breathe
Or perhaps was not wanting to.
YOU ARE READING
In Order To Grow
شِعرbecoming something I've always deserved to be empowering my soul and my mind fighting for me
