Addy's Lullaby

Addy's Lullaby Chapter 11

I looked at him wildly and screamed, "Why?! Why here?!" He swallowed hard and looked at me, "You need to come back-" I interrupted him, "No! I don't want to come back!" I fell to the ground in tears and I was shaking. Justin runned over and looked at me and bent down holding me, "Look, I didn't want to bring you here as much as you didn't want to come back. But you have to. Where else are you gonna go Addy?" I looked at him and pushed him off screaming again, "Anywhere but here! I'm tortured here! My ex is here and he supposedly wants to kill me!! What do you mean 'where else am I gonna go?!' Anywhere but here!!" He saw people staring and he ran over and put his hand on my mouth, "Shut up god dammit, people are staring!" I kept bawling and fell to the ground again. "Fine, let's go to that diner, I'm starving." He finally said. He started walking towards the direction of the diner and I got up following and quietly crying. I didn't want to be here. If this was the last place on earth that had food, comfort, and clothing I still wouldn't want to be here. I'm angry. I'm upset.. We walked in and the waiter seated us and asked us what we wanted to drink. "Sweet Tea please," Justin smiled. "Same," I said rather quietly. The waiter smiled at Justin again and walked off to the back of the kitchen. I stared her down wondering what her game was. I shook the thought from my head and turned towards Justin, "Why here?" I demanded. He shook his head, "You have no where else to go. You don't have clothing, food, anything." I stared at him with a blank face, "Your point is? Look my mom is rich meaning I'm a lowlife little rich girl. I have money, I can buy those things." He stared back at me, seeming kind of irritated, "Look Addy," he put the emphasis in Addy, "You need to stop acting like a little brat. I'm done with those kind of girls cause unfortunately I have to go home too. Which I also hate my step-father however I hate my mother and my step-brothers too. So before you complain about your mom's husband just think, I hate my whole fucking family. Okay?" I looked down and realized that I never really asked him about his past. I mean I did but I didn't really listen that closely. What happened there in his home..?