Addy's Lullaby

Addy's Lullaby Chapter 20

I woke up this morning and I felt better, I don't know how. I felt horrible last night. I felt scared last night up until I laid down with Justin. I looked over and noticed he wasn't there. My pulse quickened and I got worried. "Justin!?" No answer. My pulse got even quicker. Where was he? I put on my pajama shorts and ran downstairs, looking everywhere I still couldn't find him. I checked in the kitchen, living room, den, sitting room, both bathrooms, Gloria's room, my brother and sister's room, his room, and all the closets. I ran back into his room and looked at my phone screen, Saturday, June 13 2015. It's a Saturday. Where would Justin be? I opened my phone and dialed Justin's number, my hand shaking while doing so. So many what-ifs were going through my mind that it was beyond crazy. The phone went straight to voice mail. Now that I thought of it, no one was home. Not Gloria or my brother and sister. My hands shook even more and that's when I felt my whole body go into a tremble. What if they got hurt? My mind raced. What if they got kidnapped? What if they are going to the authorities to tell them that I need to go back cause I'm completely insane? I shook my head 'no' as if to clear the bad thoughts I was having. I sat on the bed and looked around, trying to think of where everyone would be. My phone rang, I looked and sighed with relief. Answering it, I heard Justin's voice. It was like he had just run a mile, "Hey sorry I didn't get your call, I was uh, doing something." I smiled softly, "Hey, it's okay. You alright? Sound like you just got the breath taken out of you." "Yeah, haha I'm fine." But that's when I wasn't okay at all. I suddenly heard a voice on the background of the phone, "Justin, baby hurry up." And she play-growled. I suddenly started feeling turns up and down my stomach. "Shut up!" I heard Justin yell-whisper. "Wh-who was that..?" I asked. Already aware of the answer I still wanted to hear him say it. "That was uhm.. Shit..." "You know what, don't even worry about it. Fuck it. I quit. I don't need to hear your sorry fucking excuse, good luck finding me. Tell my brother and sister I'm sorry." I hung up before Justin could say anything and ran into the bathroom. Sorry... I thought to myself as I pulled out the silver blade my demon in my head missed so much.