Addy's Lullaby

Addy's Lullaby Chapter 22

I walked back to Justin's house to grab my things and Justin was there waiting for me. I looked at him blank faced, "Why are you staring at me? What do you want?" He looked scared, "You have blood everywhere on you..." "Yeah," I said in a smartassed tone, "That's what happens when you kill someone." He looked at me crazy, "What the fuck have you done!?" I smiled, "Cut the crap cunt, you already knew I was phyco enough to do it." He looked at me wide eyed still, "Oh my god, Addy... How could you... Why would yo-you..? It wasn't their fault, whoever it was." I smiled, "It was Jason's fault! He was a sick, seductive, child molesting asshole!" Justin now looked terrified, "So what now?! Huh?! What are you gonna do?!" I proceeded to grab my stuff and as I was about to walk out, Justin grabbed my arm and threw my onto the bed. I screamed and wailed and pushes and kicked but nothing would get him off of me. Nothing could, he was a tall, buff, strong seventeen year old that could probably hold back a bull if he tried. I hit him in the face with one good swing of my bag and I tried to run out but he threw my bag down and pushed me on the bed again. He kissed my neck softly and brushed his hand up my shirt. I screamed and bit his shoulder which only turned him on more. He put my arms flat on the bed and continued kissing my neck. I held back my moans and bit harder this time, for sure that I drew blood. He winced a little bit and bit my shoulder back. That's when I lost it all. I pulled my arms from his grip and wrapped my arms around his neck, kissing his lips and pulling him onto me even more. He bit my neck again and I moaned, letting him know he did something right. "God I love you so much." Justin whispered into my right ear. "If you loved me then why did you cheat?" He smiled and kissed my chest softly, right above my boob, "I honestly don't know..." I moaned again and the next thing I knew Justin was on top of me, clothes off and my virgin eyes, and my virginity was gone. It wasn't bad. Not at all. God it was actually great. Was I gonna let Justin know that? No. Of course not, I was pissed at him. But it felt amazing. And I can't believe I gave it to a lying cheating ass but, somewhere deep inside... I wanted more...