Addy's Lullaby

Addy's Lullaby Chapter 32

I know I wasn't supposed to show up at that school nor that art class, but I just couldn't help myself. It was as if my legs were controlling my mind. I slammed open the school front door and walked inside. It had been awhile since I saw this place. I had to try and remember where the art room was. The principal ran up, "Addy you're not supposed to be here and you know tha-" I pushed him out of my way and ran all the way to the art room, finding a cardboard cutter outside of the room so I grabbed it and smiled, remembering the beautiful blood being all over my white blouse. I opened the art door quickly and walked inside, searching for Ashton. There he was, sure enough. Sitting in the back of the room next to his 'girlfriend'. I walked quickly over to him and smiled, "Hello sweetie, remember me?" He looked at me shocked, "I told Justin to watch you!" I smiled, "So I finally figured out what happened to my mom. Someone 'ratted' you out." I nearly screamed 'ratted' at him, remembering when he said it to me. He looked at me, wide-eyed, "Ad-dy.. I don't know what he's talking about.." I smiled softly, "I didn't even say if it was a he or she. So obviously you know what I'm talking about.." He glared at me, my old art teacher stood in the back, terrified of me. "I'm gonna finish this, once and for all." But that's when Ashton's play-toy stood up, "What the hell are you talking about and what is your problem?" I smiled at her and slowly, lifting the cardboard cutter, I quickly lifted it to her throat and made a big gorgeous slit across it. Her friends and the other kids including the teacher screamed at the horrific sight. I looked at Ashton and smiled sweetly, "Run." Ashton got up quickly and ran out of the room. I was quick to follow. He ran all the way to where I had ran before when I found out he cheated. He was by the exact tree, perfect... I ran and tackled him, determined to stab his lying ass. He pushed me off of him and I got up running at him again. He picked me up when I jumped and... kissed me.. I held my ground and jumped off, punching him in the chest. He glared at me and grabbed a board that had been lying on the ground. He went to swing it at me and I grabbed it hard, pushing it down and out of his hands. He then tackled me and slapped me hard across the face once I was on the ground. That's when a clever idea came to mind, why don't I pretend to be dead. I can slow my breathing to where it doesn't look like I'm breathing at all, so I decided to take advantage of it. I slowed my breathing and closed my eyes while my hair was in my face. He looked at me and shook my body. I exhaled softly and made my body look limp. He shook me again and moved the hair out of my face, "A-Addy..." I didn't answer and I could tell he was getting worried. He lifted my wrist and let go, I just let it fall to the ground as if I was a corpse that just got hit by a car. He looked at me and started crying, oh boy I almost felt bad. But this, would make him feel what I felt. I saw him get up and start walking around, covering his face and kneeling on the ground. When he wasn't looking I grabbed a sharp piece of board that was lying on the ground and smiled. I hid it behind my back and when he wasn't looking again I decided that this was my only chance and I stood up quietly and quickly, walking over to him I stabbed the board into his back. His scream was like a piercing banshee. I took the board out and watched as he fell backwards onto the rocky dirt pavement. He looked at me and I could see tears in his eyes, "I will never stop loving you. Ever." I looked at the ground and had just realized what I had done. I felt that I was gonna puke. Like I could just fall to the ground in pain. I ran over to beside him and started crying on his chest, "Oh god! What have I done..? What did I do?!" I started to shake and cry hard. I tore off part of the sleeve of my sweater and put it under his back. He smiled softly, "Addy, can I ask you something?" I looked at him and nodded, tears still coming down my face. He smiled at me, "Why did you cry after you killed me? I killed your mother." I looked down and shook my head, "I don't know, honestly..." He looked at me and used his last breath to say, "I love you forever.." He slowly closed his eyes and his body fell limp. I closed my eyes tight to force the tears from coming but it didn't work. They pushed through anyways. I heard Justin run up and he looked at me horrified, "Is he..?" I nodded as he sat next to me. I fell onto his chest and started bawling again. He held me tight and told me it was gonna be okay. That night I fell asleep with regret in my veins and pain in my chest. Why did I cry at killing him. He killed my mom...