When Haters Fall In Love (Completed But Still Revising)

Chapter 28 - Like I'm Gonna Lose You

( Dedicated to solusellii kasi na touch ako dun sa sinabi nya na na-motivate ko sya na ipagpatuloy yung story nya . ) Guys sorry kung di ako naka-update ng matagal medyo busy kasi ako sa school eh . Anyways , enjoy this chapter and if you want dedications just say so in the comments . I'll try to grant them all .

Joe's POV

" Joe sure ka na ba na kaya mo nang maglakad ? " tanong nya sa akin .

" Stop worrying okay ? I want this date to be stress free . I want it to be happy " sabi ko sa kanya . Nakalabas na ako from the hospital a week ago and I'm already feeling better . Nakakalakad na ako but I still need to go to the hospital sometimmes . They scheduled some tests and treatments para ma-overcome ko 'tong sakit ko .

Our driver took us to this seaside reastaurant . Mas gusto ko dito dahil mahangin at sure akong magugustuhan din dito ni pangit .

We ordered our foods and we talked about the things I missed the past weeks .

" Huy sungit alam mo ba kahapon nagpunta ako sa bahay nila Alisson . Pagpasok ko dun nakita ko sila Cerise at Alisson na may kasama ding kambal . Kung hindi ko alam na may kakambal si Alli siguro naisip ko nababaliw na ako . Ang weird pala makakita ng dalawang pair ng twins "

" Ah nameet mo na pala si Mirko . Naging classmate ko sya dati . Alam mo pareho kayo ni Xander ng kwento eh hahaha . Seriously kung weird na yun then wait ka lang pag nakita mo yung pinsan kong quadruplets "

" Tss , sige na ikaw nanaman ang bida . Pero bilib talaga ako kay Cerise , she has the courage to do those crazy ideas . Paano kaya nya na-convince si Alli na tulungan sya "

" Dunno " matipid kong sagot sa kanya

After a few a moment sinerve na yung pagkain namin and we ate . Na miss ko yung kakulitan ng babae na 'to . I'm still puzzled by the idea kung bakit ako nagkagusto sa babae na to . She's childish , insane for sweets , makulit , may kasungitan din . Sugar makes her talkative and hyper then sometimes naman it makes her really quiet . Mainit ang ulo pag gutom at di papatalo sa arguements . She has the craziest ideas and acts like a six year old . She's a really crazy person but I like her so much . Gustong gusto ko pag naiinis sya and she pouts tapos minsan nagtatantrums pa . Mahirap syang patahimikin pero once na magkwento sya youll really feel at ease . She's the most imperfect girl for others but for me she's perfect ...

" Huy pangit lets go na ! "

" Ha bakit ? Di pa nga tayo tapos kumain eh  " nagtataka nyang sagot .

" Well I want this night to be the happiest and this place bores me "  sabi ko sabay hila sa kanya palabas .

We went inside my car at dinala ko sya  papunta sa isang special place . Kanina pa sya nagtatanong kung saan talaga kami pupunta pero hindi ko sya sinasagot .

" Sungit ano 'to bakit tayo nasa beach ? " tanong nya pagdating namin dun .

" Mas gusto ko dito kasi tahimik , there's fresh air and its a very special place for me " sagot ko .

" Paano tayo magde-date dito ? " tanong nya . I dragged her dun sa nagtitinda ng street foods and we bought some . Bumili din ako ng softdrinks for the two of us . I grabbed a spare cloth dun sa sasakyan at nilatag yun and we sat by the sand , overlooking the peaceful ocean . Isa nalang ang kulang ... I played a song on my phone , a romantic one .

" Wow , ang astig ! Mas gusto ko 'to , it feels more sincere . "

I'm glad she liked it .I want her to feel the sincerity of my love and I want her to know that I'll always love her . A moment of silence filled in between us then she sang  a song .

 "I found myself dreaming in silver and gold ,like a scene from a movie that every broken heart knows... "  She then stopped and I told and she did so .

 " we were walking on moonlight and you pulled me close split second and you disappeared and then I was all alone " she continued and this time looking straight into my eyes .

 " I woke up in tears with you by my side " I continued and so did she .

" A breath of relief and I realized , no were not promised tomorrow " her voice became the lullaby of my life , it feels like a goddess is singing to me . Cupid struck me hard para ma-fall ng ganito katindi sa babae na 'to . Bigla syang natawa sa akin  , probably thinking I'm  so silly for smiling like a retard  . di ko kasi mapigilan na hindi mapangiti sa tuwing nakikita ko sya

" Bakit ka natatawa ? " tanong ko sa kanya .

" Wala lang , this just feels silly and weird but at the same time its really romantic " paliwanag nya .

" then why stop ? C'mon sing with me . So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you " I said while singing the chorus of the song . She just stared at me as I stood up and lent my hand to her . She knew exactly what I was going to do so she took my hand and stood up as well .

" I'm gonna hold you , like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing .I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when , when we'll run out of time . So I'm gonna love you , like I'm gonna lose you . I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you " we both sang together while slow dancing under the moonlight .

I spun her and we kept dancing there like two silly persons in love . I don't care if people think that were weird , because I'm willing to be weird as long as this girl is beside me .I know she didn't mind either , because I know that moments like these make you feel like you're the only persons in the world .

" In the blink of an eye , just a whisper of smoke , you could lose everything the truth is you never know . So I'll kiss you longer baby , any chance that I get . I'll make the most of the minutes and love with no regrets . "  I sang as I pulled her close . She looked  up to me and I can tell that she is loving this moment . 

 " So let's take our time to say what we want , Use what we got before it's all gone ..... "  I continued to sing the she pulled away and hugged me for a second and kissed my cheeks . Then she sang the chorus with me as we sat down on the sand . 

That moment may not be that long but it felt eternal . Kaya from now on she better start loving me because she never knows when she's gonna lose me . I'll love her too like time will cease to exist because in this love time was never on our side but it proved that it can go through against all odds .  

Sana we had more time , sana moments like this never ends at sana this won't be the last time we'll be happy . I have a slim chance of surviving pero ayaw ko yun ipakita sa kanya . I want her to think na this love has no barriers at ayaw kong pag-isipin sya kung anong mangyayari sa akin all i want her to be thinking of is how were gonna spend our present . Future is made within the present time based on the lessons from the past and that's the thing that I'm still living for , a chance to spend my present and future with this lovely girl beside me . The girl that showed me that you have to love someone like tomorrow doesn't exist between the both of you . Leaving is inevitable but trying to stay would be hard.