I keep on falling in love

Am I enough?

The last girl came out crying,running down the hall.Ouch.She was so pretty too.I was so nervous,I tried telling myself that I'm being over dramatic and that I got this.But every time I get convinced,another comes out crying.And not the joyous crying.

Everyone will be watching,Ma,Daddy,Logan,everyone.Turn around and just forget everything.Dont make a fool of yourself now.Get out of here before it's too late-

"Number 284"Thats me.Crap!I stood up shakily and walked towards the door.I breathed and opened the door.I walked in with a huge smile on my face.

"Hi" All of the judges looked at me when I spoke.Apperently there was some major talking going on in here.The cameras were on me so I did my best to stay cool.To be me.

"Hello sweetie " they all said.After I gave them a hug I stood in the middle of the big 'American Idol' sign on the floor.

"So what's your name sweetie?"Jennifer Lopez asked.

"Oh my name is Breasha Xzverr" I said moving from side to side.

"So where are you from,Breasha?"Adam asked.

"I'm from Nutbush,Tennessee.Raise and born,but now we moved to Birmingham,Alabama."

"Wow just like Tina Turner " I nodded in approval.I LOVED me some Tina Turner."Well no need to stand in the way."And that was my que.

I followed my dreams.
You think they were nightmares the way they scream.
I make 'em beliveeeeeeeee.
Woah!
That someday.

(Someday.)
I'm gonna be the next big thing.

I never doubt my dreams.
Always live them out.
I gotta tell the world.
They gotta hear me out.
Just give me one mic
so I can preach it loud.
'Cause i can't wait for that someday.
If that someday it is come day.
I wanna share my life with someone
Who loves me just for me.
(Hey!hey!)

I wanna wish up to the stars I can
And wanna see the lights in the crowd and the stands.
And everything I want imma get at last
Okay!
Cause I know that there's no limit
To be pursuing all our dreams and
We gone make it.

I followed my dreams.
You think they were nightmares the way they scream.
I make 'em beliveeeeeeeee.
Woah!
That someday.
(Someday.)
I'm gonna be the next big thing.

I crossed my fingers behind my back,hoping that if I was not going to be picked they could at least be nice about it.Unlike Simon.Ciara started first.

"Hunny I knew you had it in you when you walked through the door,okay?"That made me smile a lot .Especially coming from her.And that was all she had too say.

"Thank you."Next was Adam.

"If my niece saw you in person she would steal those shoes."We all laughed at his joke and contuied."I love the way you got up here and just spilled out your voice.You truly amazed me."I thanked him.Next was Jennifer Lopez.

"I - I am just so wrong.I thought different from the others.When I saw you first,you looked so lost.Hunny I love you.I love you . You are so amazing. But Im going with a no though.Everything I had in me was forced not to get emotional.Oh well.I never should've jinxed it.I did my part.

"Thank you for your time " I said hugging the judges before walking towards the door with my head held high.Not putting on a show.Then once I was near the door I turned and thought about somoething.When Jennifer hugged me,she hugged me with one hand.Not like she did earlier.So I walked backwards and there she stood handing out the card in her hand.Waiting for me.

"Welcome to American Idol!!!!!!!"