I keep on falling in love

Apology Apology

James p.o.v.

I sat in the movie theater bored out of my freaking mind.I took some girl out to the movies that i meet a few days ago.I haven't contacted Breasha in a while because she made it really clear to me that she has moved on.But still i think about her more than this broad of here.I guess the only reason im here is to finally get over Breasha and that really isn't working.My mum is constantly telling me to focus on school.But whatever.I want my girl back.Because dispite all these other fine girls.Shes the one that im interested in.

A couple of days later my dad asked me something.

"Vard!"My dad(step dad anyways) called me into the living room.

"Yes,sir"

"Have a seat son"He said and i sat down on the couch."Simone told me about why your not yourself lately."

"She did?"

"Yeah,she did.Im sorry about how shw feels son.I understand to the fullest.But if she is causing you to lose focus on your school work and your sports.Then son i don't think she was really that good for you"I snapped my head up at him.

"No,she is not like those other girls.Like Victoria and Ciara.She is determine.She would never make me lose focus on what was important."

"oh really now?Then what is she like?"

"yeah.She loves hearing about my games with football and we both take JROTC together and she does everything perfectly.She may not be the smartest im math but she nevers stop trying.She never backs down from any challenge and she knows how to walk away of a fight.Shes not the gold digger type when i have money and she's right there with me when i don't.Pop she's more different.She perfect."

"So why did you let her go?"I got heated very quickly.What does he have against her?

"I didn't.She let me.It was my fault in the first place,she was going to try out for American Idol...and i reacted horrible and we kinda broke up."

"Ahhh.So is that why shes dating that white boy?"I nodded my head a yes.

"Looks like we have got some fixing to do,huh?"I looked up at him and he had a cheesy grin on his face.

"What did you do?"He stood up and walked away.Still not answering my question.

Breasha's p.o.v

Tonight was another night with American Idol.And the more episodes the more intense it would get.And sooner or later the judges would send somebody home.And they were looking my way too.So they switched up a bit,and we were working with really famous celebrities to help us.It has been two weeks since i talk with Logan and i was ignoring the crap out of him.But when we went to church,or taught Saturday school we couldn't avoid each other for long.

Today the some of the church members that my Uncle and Aunt knew with kids came.And that meant that Logan was there too.So what i did was show out looking the baddest of the bad out to Golden Corral today.And best belive I had the boys staring.And when me and Niah and another on of our friends from the church got up to fix some food boys were all onto us.Even though Belle got the most numbers.

But this time me and Belle went to go get some ice cream of every flavor.

Belle nudged me in the side when she spotted Logan.

"Here comes L."I was about tp escape when Logan showed up on the side of me.I acted like he wasnt even here.Or like I didnt know him.I like the second one better.

"Hey Breasha"He wrapped his arm around my waist and i pinched his arm.I ignored him and continued to dress my ice cream.Mmhm warm hot carmel with sprinkled nuts and gummy bears.

"I guess i deserved that."I spoke not and placed whipped cream on my ice cream."Will you say something?"

"Your mother is watching."He tensed up and was right on my tail.Ughh.

"Who cares?let her look."Look at him being so cocky now.Where was that when his mom was talking trash to my face?

"Why arw you talking to me?"

"Because i want to fix us."

"What 'us'?You can not have a relationship with a colored girl.Im a nigger and your just a white boy."I saw his face heat up.

Just like how I hate bieng called a nigger or colored.He hates it when someone calls him white.He walks in front of me and kisses my lips and I was so taken aback because I didnt expect it.He was kissing me right here in front of everyone.Belle,his mum and dad,Niah,Uncle Leo and Auny Linda.I was about to push him off of me,but then I saw someone.I saw James and sat my bowl down,wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him dead on.Logan was so surprised and so was everyone else.I picked up my ice cream and walked back towards my table with James and Logans eyes on me with disbelief and astonishment.

When I got back to the house Uncle Leo called me before i went to bed,and i knew i was i for it.

"Have a seat."I sat in the recliner chair by the window."What in the hell were you doing?"

"Excuse?I don't know where your coming from."I pretended to act like I didnt have a clue on what he's talking about.

"Little girl do not play stupid.I know that you kissed that little boy,Breasha."I grunted and rolled my eyes.And not much later had my eyes start to produce tears."Breasha hunny come here."I got up and sat on his lap.

"I know your hurt baby.Guess who called me today."He didn't wait for my response before he told me."It was James.He was calling to say that he wanted to apologize in person.So he flew up here with his dad.He said that he was only staying the night before going back home."He rocked me back and forth.Rubbing circles in my back.

He came all the way up here to apologize?

"I still hate Logan and his deviled mom.First she called me colored than he calles me a nigger."

"What the Hensons did and said was racist very much.But baby do not stoop down to thier level"He raised my chin up and looked into my eyes.

"Your so much more better than that.Your so beautiful.And don't forget that.And it looks like someone wants to talk to you."He released me and walked upstairs before tossing me the house phone.

I catched the phone and said hello into it.It was James.

"You know I was so angry at you earlier that I just wanted to kill him.Because I thought he made you turn against me."

"You pushed me to this."

"I pushed you to foolishness and temptation?"I could he shook his head."No way."

"I thought you came here apologize.Not to lecture me.Trust me someone already that job."

There was a moment of silence.

"I thought that you would still love me.After that argument back home."

"James you did that the one thing you could've done was at least pretend!"

"Pretend about what?"

"That you cared!"I choked out because I had started to cry.He took a long sigh and was about to respond before I cut him off.

"You could have at least cared,James.And you didn't.And now you flied 40,000 miles to apologize?Well you should've did that while you had the chance to.I don't want your apology.So you can shove it up your ass for all I care"I hung up the phone and slammed my bedroom door close.