I tried.
I really did.
But you pushed me away.
I sent messages.
I called.
But you ignored me.
You cut me out of your life
As if I wasn't important.
As if we weren't friends.
As if we weren't family.
You went through something terrible,
But you weren't the only one.
You lost the most important part of your life.
You lost part of your heart.
But you weren't the only one.
I felt the emptiness too.
I felt the loss.
It took me a while to realise that,
On top of everything else,
I lost you too.
I'm sorry I couldn't be there.
I'm sorry I wasn't enough.
I'm sorry I let you go,
When I promised I'd stay by your side
And take care of you
No matter what.
I never believed this would happen.
I never thought I'd be locked out.
I'm so sorry I lost you through it all.
